thepiratelauren

this is teaching me not to trust people.

we are breaking lease.

and yet again, i am the child caught between the parents and stuck.

and again, i am the maturest one of us all.

i have several reasons to be excited.
*christmas was awesome.
*i am going to see the bosstones tonight.
*i am getting new kicks today.
*sarah finally broke it off with dennis thus i get my best friend back.

sometimes i need to bitch. and this is the one place i can type and avoid the poeple that i am bitching about, yet still feel like someone is hearing me.

living with my best friend has made me dislike her somewhat. she is unhappy in her relationship, in her job and in her family situation. and has taken it out on me. we don't...
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decided that i am cutting down the amount of time and energy i spend on the internet, so i am cancelling this, as well as livejournal.

and it has little to do with the people, but more to do with the fact that i should do more with my life.

real people, real conversations.

computer almost dead.
sox won world series.
loved las vegas.

when i have really bad days, and then get drunk afterwards... the red sox win.

so apparently, i should have terrible days and be drunk the rest of the post season.


wooooohooooo!!!!

i'm here every weekend, and i thought i was upset about it. instead, i realize i am more comfortable here than my own apartment. not because of anything specific, but i just like being with him more than i do being alone. althought right now i am widowed to warcraft (he's raiding and i'm watching TV).

i shut my phone off and ignored the world for 3 days. and i loved every second of it. nothing but me and kevin and his really clean room!

i feel sick. and i think this weekend, i am just going to ignore the world and bum around kevin's apartment.


oh, and go to tiffany's. wheee!!!!!

i'll just this as a bitching place. for now.

hey shitbag... get over yourself. i turned you into what you are, i introduced you to people, i encouraged and in the end, you used me for my contacts and where i could get you. you are a shit rich kid from a shit neighborhood and you are under the impression that you are the man....
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i am too busy for my own good. i ran around all weekend with kev and now all i want to do is fall asleep in his arms.

but gotta wait til the weekend. this week is gonna be nuts. can't wait for vegas.

to my best friend/roommate,

i didn't think it would happen, but our friendship suffered by moving in together. at least in the current situation. i feel like you can't stand the sight of me anymore because all you feel is the tension between us. and it makes me hate myself for putting you in this situation. and now, because it's not just someone acting like...
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