thepiratelauren

meetings went well and i was out of work by 4:30. having all this time in the afternoon makes me crazy, i went out to eat and then shopping. i got an outfit for graduation on friday. now i am watching pirates and thinking about falling asleep early. i bought the new palahniuk book last night. and i haven't started it yet, maybe after graduation....
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things don't go my way... but oh well. so i'm officially moved in and unpacked and liking it. although, i sometimes wonder if my roomie can here me "double clicking the mouse".... not good if she can. she's very prim and proper. well, i got a busy day, a meeting with the police department to get permits for the race and then heading into work....
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i asked dan to my sorority formal. and he said yes. and he's wearing a pin stripe suit. and i am excited. and i will kiss him at formal. and not before.

and we will make beautiful babies someday.

all moved in and really freaking happy about it. and life. and everything...


she also thinks me and dan should date. like everyone else. it's beginning to make me think.

i am moving. i am scared. i am excited.


i finally feel like a real adult. and i am scared shitless.


pray my roomie doesn't grow to hate me. (or doesn't hate me already.)

i went for a run this morning, like sorta normal-ish. and i have always told everyone i will run the marathon when it's on my birthday. which happens in 2009. but i decided today, i am gonna run the 2008 marathon for the non-profit i work for. i think i could raise quite a bit of cash.

and in other news. i am moving soon....
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i got the place and i am moving. and in the decision to move i have made a lot of other decisions that will affect my life from here on out. i am cutting out all extemporaneous guys. this means, nickie, nick, basically any dude not interested in a relationship. i am doing this because i need to. i would rather date a dude than...
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it's so fucking beautiful today. and i am inside. i think i am gonna go for a walk. i am going to look at an apartment tonight. not too far from here. but i am geared up about it. i wanna move by may 1. everyone cross their fingers for me that i get along with this girl and i get the place.

am i slipping back into a relationship with an ex-con? i have never seen him act the way he did to me last night. and i know he wanted to kiss me getting out of the car. but he stopped himself.

i enjoy him. when he's not acting like a donkey to impress people. let's look at this realistically. i am cute, rich, i have...
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my plan for my birthday today:

go to panera, get my favorite bagel and a coffee and sit there and read for at least an hour and a half.

maybe get my nails/hair done.

go hang out with dannnnnn. (eeeeee!!)

get a burrito at no problemo. (sweet life)

go to the game. watch baseball and fireworks.

and if it ends the way i want it...
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