thepiratelauren

i am too busy for my own good. i ran around all weekend with kev and now all i want to do is fall asleep in his arms.

but gotta wait til the weekend. this week is gonna be nuts. can't wait for vegas.

to my best friend/roommate,

i didn't think it would happen, but our friendship suffered by moving in together. at least in the current situation. i feel like you can't stand the sight of me anymore because all you feel is the tension between us. and it makes me hate myself for putting you in this situation. and now, because it's not just someone acting like...
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this morning, i had the craziest sex dream ever. good crazy, but still crazy. i got up, had coffee, a bagel and then had to do something about it.

also, apparently, i have been MIA from life lately, been spending all my time with the boy. two friends pointed it out this week. and i am feeling bad about it. i swore up and down...
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just felt like updating and saying something. I have gotten hooked on world of warcraft. which is good and bad. good because it's fun, bad because my computer keeps freezing while i'm playing.

back from florida and completely exhausted and have no voice. but it was a good time. i felt amazing about my job, about the kids i work with and so much.

but i missed my baby. and i am so happy to see him today. and i bought him a delorean. and it's awesome.

it's gonna be scattered thunderstorms the entire time i'm in FL.

ugh. well, i think the kids will still have fun. i'll just have to remember to pack clothes that aren't see through.

i am planning the perfect date.

and i love it. it's gonna cost $20 and some gas. and it's gonna be amazing.

every so often i think about how different my life would be if i had gone. to think that i almost moved across the country for someone that i don't have a speaking relationship with now. it's not a looking back in anger or regret, it's just reflection. until then, i didn't know what it was to have someone put all their faith in you...
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one of my friends called me the other night to tell me that a girl we went to grammar school with got married. and then she proceeded to all but flip out. and when i reminded her that at our age, people get married. we are 24. her response is "yeah i guess. but i just never expected her to be the first one." honestly,...
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officially in the new apartment,loving it. had my mini-vacation. i have to go back to work today. but i'm kinda happy about it. i would be bored. not to mention, it will kill time before the weekend. i am excited to go back to tutoring season. and more excited for disney world. then more excited for vegas.

i should really go to the gym right...
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