thepiratelauren

to go tanning or not to go tanning. that is my only question this morning. i am lazy, and i went to the doctors. i would have to shower after, which i don't have time for. so i'll go later. i am kinda frustrated. very tired since i have been staying up late to talk to a boy. a boy who is still holding his...
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so i could give you angels wings... and i wonder if you'd get the hint. it has been burning my head all day. ughhhhhhh

i am a huge fan of the fact that my mom thinks i am drunk when i come home after 11.

she doesn't understand straightedge apparently. that means i am not drunk, and probably never will be. haha.

had a nice night with my girls. good bonding. and i'm tired now.

back from nyc, back to work. i got a meeting with the city to make sure the permits are all set today for the road race for work. then i am hitting dunks and into the office i go. i am going to a hit the lights party with sarah after work. i don't know who they are. i don't know if i like them....
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hey kids, or whoever even reads this. i'll be in NYC this weekend. leaving tonight and coming back sunday. hovering between long island, manhattan and brooklyn so holla at ya girl if you're in the city and wanna see me. we aren't getting there til late tonight, but then manhattan saturday and brooklyn saturday night. i am totally excited, partially because i have a new...
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i fucking love my job. i really do. i have never loved a job before. and i felt like a grown-up today for reals. i came home and made dinner in my work clothes. sarah came over and we just say in front of the TV in the kitchen and shot the shit about life. i really felt like an adult. and even wierder, i...
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i drove around last night thinking that i have never been happier in my entire life and trying to find a song to sum that up and i couldn't. not a big deal. i got up at 5am to drive my family to the airport, they are going on a cruise and i'm terribly jealous. oh well. i hung out with a certain boy yesterday...
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it is so true how one part of your life picks up just as another part is waining. my professional (work) life is amazing. i love my job, i love that i make a difference in kids lives and i love that i have all my shit together as far as that goes. the personal life stuff will come. and i will be on top...
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i really wish that there was some way that i could have taken elements of tampa with me. the sunshine, the carefree attitude. the boy who carried my shoes when i was too drunk to talk in them and who took me to taco bell on one mention. could i have kidnapped him, i would be happier.

don't get me wrong, beantown is the best...
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i have been in tampa for like 7 hours and i have been drinking, gambling, gotten a tattoo and..

well, gotten a headache, but i am so happy to be here and not think about work or life. nothing but reaking serious havoc on the boys of the bay area.

grrr. that is not really an angry gr, just a grr. i had an amazing weekend, with two amazing sluts, my cuz and crystal. we journeyed to my old stomping grounds, new beige and saw a band. they were jock(cock) rock but crystal's boy is in the band, so i drank PBR's with dan all night. i have set out every night with goals. and...
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i have a new job. and i love every moment of it. i work for a non-profit directed middle school program. and i get to teach a math class and i just love it. not even kidding.

and i woke up today happy. really happy. and i know that i did this all myself. this is me, making myself happy, doing things for me. and...
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