theonetheonlydc

So I haven't put a journal entry in here in a while, so I figure I should update. My life has been going good. My back is doing better, but kinda had a relapse this weekend, but its just from the bed I slept on. I should feel better soon. Things with the lady have been going splendid. She means more to me than she will even know.

I got kinda embarrassed at her dads house this weekend. I just hate when people make a big deal about stuff that I did, even if its a good thing. I don't know, I just don't think anything I do is that special. But I guess everyone feels that way. I've come to the realization that I hate money. HATE IT. I really want to start getting creative again. Like I was in High school. I have all these ideas that I wasn't to do. Like a stock pile of 20-30 things I want to do creativity but all of them require at least a little money and time. Neither of which I have a pinch to spare. I don't think I could spend money on myself anymore even If I did have it in abundance. There people that need/deserve any money I make and any time I have more than me. My mom couldn't even by groceries this weekend to feed by bro's/sis's. My dad hasn't paid his child support this month so my mom is really hurting. I hate how everything thinks we are rich cause we live in this big house. No one knows the real story. I worry about my family so much, I just wish I could do more.

Things would be better if we could get the house sold. The problem is.. my neighbor is being a dick about it. We have 10 acres that touch his property that he wants. But he doesn't want the house. So he figures that we will just wait till my mom puts the house up for auction so that he can get the land separate. So he doesn't want anyone to buy our house before hand. So he tells everyone that looks at it that the basement leaks, and that its shoddy construction, ect ect. To try to keep people from buying it. Well, some people came and want to make an offer. He told them the basement leaks. So the people asked and we were like umm no. Were did you here that? So we call and go apeshit on him. Well, yesterday, the fucktard had the nerve to come over on OUR property and turn on a hose and leave it on next to our house to try and get our basement to leak. Luckily, my brother saw him. So there were cops involved and the such. *sigh* I feel so bad for my mom.

I'm thinking about forming my own business I'm not sure yet though. But I did the math in my head and I would only have to do 2 websites a month to make what I'm making here. That's nuts. I do 8-10 a month here. So I might look to see if I can get any side business and start small and work up from there and hopefully get out on my own.

So here are some questions for you dudes/dudettes

1. What do you REALLY think of me. Like REALLY. Be honest. If you think im annoying, tell me. I want the truth and only the truth.

2. If there anyone you would take a bullet for, and if so who?

3. What would you consider the high point of your life? The low point?

My answers

1. I think im nice to a fault, absent minded, and I care to much

2. Yes, My family and my girlfriend

3. High point - The day I realized I was madly in love. Low point - The day my mom called me crying telling me that my dad had left them.