Thurday...almost there.....
Had this dream about a grrrl I knew in highschool. In the dream I met her and her boyfriend out on a grassy field. The sun was out and we talked on the grass about "old" times. Nothing was held back. Kinda liberating to say things in dreams that you'd never say in real life.
Anyway....almost to Saturday....just a few more days work....
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Had this dream about a grrrl I knew in highschool. In the dream I met her and her boyfriend out on a grassy field. The sun was out and we talked on the grass about "old" times. Nothing was held back. Kinda liberating to say things in dreams that you'd never say in real life.
Anyway....almost to Saturday....just a few more days work....
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Wedseday.......work day.... 
here's another poem I wrote:
she catches me
watching the clouds
out her window.
the sky has
texture uncommon
for northwest winters.
she is curled up
with her pillow
and sees my mind
drifting like white
clouds on gray sky.
she calls me back
to her cute smile
and closing eyes,
as she tries to find sleep
on a thursday afternoon.
I'm actually...
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here's another poem I wrote:
she catches me
watching the clouds
out her window.
the sky has
texture uncommon
for northwest winters.
she is curled up
with her pillow
and sees my mind
drifting like white
clouds on gray sky.
she calls me back
to her cute smile
and closing eyes,
as she tries to find sleep
on a thursday afternoon.
I'm actually...
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I wrote this poem almost two years ago it's called Urban Seppuku. I met this grrrl at a friends house and we had a fun talk about methods of suicide, including the "honorable" method of seppuku as performed by the dishonored samurai of feudal Japan. Never met another grrrl who had quite the same outlook on life. Don't know why I'm feeling nostalgic.....if a kid...
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sarahjane:
(1) Full scholarship to a college anywhere. What would you study?
Astronomy at u of h.
(2) Do you believe dreams have deeper meaning? ( As in the kind of dreams you have when you go to bed at night.)
Sometimes I have these crazy ass dreams that make no sense whatsoever and sometimes I dream something and it comes true, so I think there might be some validity to that.
(3) If I see you on Saturday for bowling in Seattle. Will you sit and talk to me for a little while?
Yes. But Im really shy in person so you better be able to keep me talking!
1. Youve been a member for quite sometime. Why am I your only friend?
B. What exactly is it that you do?
3. Do you think we are here do to a random series of events, or is there a further purpose to our existence?
Astronomy at u of h.
(2) Do you believe dreams have deeper meaning? ( As in the kind of dreams you have when you go to bed at night.)
Sometimes I have these crazy ass dreams that make no sense whatsoever and sometimes I dream something and it comes true, so I think there might be some validity to that.
(3) If I see you on Saturday for bowling in Seattle. Will you sit and talk to me for a little while?
Yes. But Im really shy in person so you better be able to keep me talking!
1. Youve been a member for quite sometime. Why am I your only friend?
B. What exactly is it that you do?
3. Do you think we are here do to a random series of events, or is there a further purpose to our existence?
Monday.....LAME!!!!!
Mayday! Mayday!
How many times are you gonna see/hear that today? A lot. So I felt it nessesary to be a dork about it upfront today. Speaking of dorky-ness I watched Harry Potter on TV last night. I also watched an interesting show on the Brazil Nut Tree.....who would've thought a nut tree could be so complicated. It also made me decide that sloths are...
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How many times are you gonna see/hear that today? A lot. So I felt it nessesary to be a dork about it upfront today. Speaking of dorky-ness I watched Harry Potter on TV last night. I also watched an interesting show on the Brazil Nut Tree.....who would've thought a nut tree could be so complicated. It also made me decide that sloths are...
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sarahjane:
i am happy and i know i'll be happy in whatever i do. 
yay for may and hell it's almost my birthday!
yay for may and hell it's almost my birthday!
To a certain extent, there is something to be said for suicide in tiny little increments. Somedays I really feel that way. But I trust that decisions I've made are good ones and that it will work out in the end. Whatever. There is too much to do, can't sit around and worry all the time. I'm always overthinking things...sigh.
With that said, I'm feeling...
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With that said, I'm feeling...
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sarahjane:
i'm just going to have to go to florida to pick one up!
I thikn that today I will listen to as much REM as I can. Just cause now I've got it in my head. So I'm gonna go dig out the CD's and any of the vinyl my dad has statshed away and listen to it. I heart vinyl. 
Anyway, during all this music listening I hope to get enough homework done that I can actually...
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Anyway, during all this music listening I hope to get enough homework done that I can actually...
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This dream update thing has become fairly habitual in the last couple days but here it is:
Last night I had this dream where I was wandering around this funhouse with a guide (of sorts) who claimed there was more to be seen in the background there. He didn't say much but I followe him to this narrow passage and the only thing I can...
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Last night I had this dream where I was wandering around this funhouse with a guide (of sorts) who claimed there was more to be seen in the background there. He didn't say much but I followe him to this narrow passage and the only thing I can...
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sarahjane:
yes, that song is way rad. i used to listen to it all the time when i was a kid!
Off topic: I had yet another night of wildly realistic dreams. All except for this part where I found a book of poems that was perpetually burning with a cold orange flame. Kinda trippy to see but even wierder to try and pick up. 
Anyway, I am once again going to be late for class if I continue to sit on my ass and blog/email/AIM...
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Anyway, I am once again going to be late for class if I continue to sit on my ass and blog/email/AIM...
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sarahjane:
bowling with members and yours truly all in the palm of your hand. but first i must have your soul...
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With any luck I'll be home from school before 7PM today. The trend has been to stay until the homework is done and it's getting really painful. 
On the otherhand it's good to spend time with the classmates and we certainly do learn a lot. Sigh. You win some you loose some I guess.
I've been wanting to stop all my school work and start...
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On the otherhand it's good to spend time with the classmates and we certainly do learn a lot. Sigh. You win some you loose some I guess.
I've been wanting to stop all my school work and start...
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sarahjane:
school is icky. but i'm a quitter.
are you a part of the sgseattle group?
are you a part of the sgseattle group?