Driving a friend to the train station today. Always me feel like I've traveled back in time. Always leaves me feeling slightly lonely once they're gone.
I might see her this weekend. If I'm lucky. I can't wait to give her a hug.
It's funny what she keeps from me. Her secrets are her own; no matter how many of mine she knows.
She says...
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I might see her this weekend. If I'm lucky. I can't wait to give her a hug.
It's funny what she keeps from me. Her secrets are her own; no matter how many of mine she knows.
She says...
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trevallion:
Happy birthday!
magenta:
happy birthday 
I fear this will be another day in the project room. I should get pictures of it at some point just to illuminate how very dark this place is. I guess that's why i call it the dungeon...
Anyway, slept like a rock last night. But that was 'cause I wasn't feeling to good last night. Stomach is still a little upset with me for...
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Anyway, slept like a rock last night. But that was 'cause I wasn't feeling to good last night. Stomach is still a little upset with me for...
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Today, things will get done.
This week will be a good week.
Honestly, I think it'll be fun. However it turns out.
This week will be a good week.
Honestly, I think it'll be fun. However it turns out.
There are little birds outside my window that are being loud and extremely cute. I'm not really sure what kind of bird some of them are. there are some chickadees and some sparrows. A couple of red breasted finches and a big ol' flicker. Also, there are some really tiny light grey/brown birds. Don't know what they're called. But they barely make the branches move...
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nirauan:
but admitting defeat might save me from future heartache.
i'm not allowed to have pets.
sigh.
i'm not allowed to have pets.
sigh.
nirauan:
maybe, im so confused.
i dont ubderstand how i can have been so blind for the last year.
rose tinted glasses indeed.
how you doing today?
i dont ubderstand how i can have been so blind for the last year.
rose tinted glasses indeed.
how you doing today?
I never thought of this as funny
It speaks another world to me
I want to be your Easter bunny
I want to be your Christmas tree.
I'll strip the world that you must live in
of all its godforsaken greed.
I'll ply the tar out of your feathers.
I'll pluck the thorns out of your feet.
you and me.
you and me.
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It speaks another world to me
I want to be your Easter bunny
I want to be your Christmas tree.
I'll strip the world that you must live in
of all its godforsaken greed.
I'll ply the tar out of your feathers.
I'll pluck the thorns out of your feet.
you and me.
you and me.
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Shit. I've done it now. Sometimes I pry to hard to open someone's heart to me. It's like breaking the yolk of an egg by trying to crack it with a hammer.
I have to drive my project group to the suburbs today for a tour of a manufacturing line. Being the pessimist that I am I figure the smoking tail pipe will kick into effect, the headlights will dies, the heat will stop and the wheels will all explode. Chuckle. It'd almost be worth the trouble just to tell the story later. But we'll hope for...
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nirauan:
glad your feeling better
otogluap:
Don't worry, you will get a flat when you get over Mercer Island. Just cause you hate the place so much. Batchi man.
I don't think I spelled that right. tee hee.
I don't think I spelled that right. tee hee.
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're...
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I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're...
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nirauan:
i never used to cry - seriously i remember being described as completely emotionless.
recently though i feel fragile, i'm crying easily and feeling very stressed all the time. i don't remember the person i was and i'm not sure i like the person i've become
sigh.
i wish i was 3 again, when life was easy and you could impress people by counting upto 10 on your own.
i hope you feel better today.
recently though i feel fragile, i'm crying easily and feeling very stressed all the time. i don't remember the person i was and i'm not sure i like the person i've become
sigh.
i wish i was 3 again, when life was easy and you could impress people by counting upto 10 on your own.
i hope you feel better today.
lotus:
levels even.
levels even.
In one respect it is progress; yet in other ways it is nothing but a self-imposed setback. All roadblocks being self-imposed (in this case), it seems feasible to survive this with little if not zero losses. Friendships are weird like that.
Dream were all worries and shallow thoughts; no real depth last night. Seems a sad waste of a night's sleep but, as we all...
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Dream were all worries and shallow thoughts; no real depth last night. Seems a sad waste of a night's sleep but, as we all...
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nirauan:
not sleeping because of
a) stresss of moving
b) stress of new home and house mate
c) stress of work
i'm going to stress myself to death.. or at least a nervous breakdown.
a) stresss of moving
b) stress of new home and house mate
c) stress of work
i'm going to stress myself to death.. or at least a nervous breakdown.
nirauan:
seroiusly be glad you have no love life. the opposite sex just complicate things and make life miserable.
i cant spell because its rather late here and im a bit drunk. apologies!
i cant spell because its rather late here and im a bit drunk. apologies!
Can't recall if I dreamt last night. Just know that I woke up around 3:30 and while I was distinctly awake, I had a wave of fear rush over me. Can't finger exactly why, but it wasn't cool. I was better in a moment and I fell right back to sleep. Weird.
I've discovered that it can be fun to play little flirtatious games with...
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kahlua:
well even if you cant finger your fears you can always finger other things of yours.
oryx:
thanks for your comment about my set!
