Yesterday was graduation day. I am officially done with my college education. I now have a degree in mechanical engineering and a minor in philosophy. This is good. The bad news is that I spent about 2 hours last night crying. I helped pack my best friends stuff and moved her out of her place. Not just for the summer this time but for her move to Phoenix. So, it was really sad when she had to go. I'm still not quite sure what to do with myself now that she's not here. In fact I just got a text that she's just boarded the airplane. Sigh. I really love this girl.
i miss her so much already.
I found it a little odd at first when after graduation all I could think of was ways to try and get her to stay. Her 3 sisters and Mom and Dad were up from Portland where they live to help her move too. I really like them a lot, and it's not often I find parents (other than my own) that I actually enjoy being around. The same for her siblings. Her wholoe family seems to like me too, which is an oddity for them I'm told. It makes me wish that she and I were more than just friends. I think it would've worked out really well. She makes me happy as it is. But, she's engaged to someone else, I'm gonna have to be okay with both the fact that she's gone, and that she's not mine to pine over. Which is a little rough, when it was only earlier this year that you really realized that you love-love her. And it doesn't help that one of her sisters like me better than her fiance and doesn't mind telling you just that.
Sigh. Anyway, I'm gonna start crying again if I keep writing about it. So, I'm gonna stop for now. Plus, no one wants to read about this anyway.
I miss her so much already.
Okay, done now. Post graduation laze has set in. I need a job in my field. Although I really enjoy my job at the genetics lab where I work. I need something a little more substantial I'm told. Which is true. Back to the lab later this week, then the job hunt starts in earnest the week after when my Grandma (who's kinda mean) and Aunt (who laughs a lot) are gone. Tongiht it's dinner to celebrate graduation at Toyota's because I have a hankering for some sushi.
I miss her so much already.
Can't get it off my mind.
EDIT: I have yet to make it through an hour without choking up or crying about it.
i miss her so much already.
I found it a little odd at first when after graduation all I could think of was ways to try and get her to stay. Her 3 sisters and Mom and Dad were up from Portland where they live to help her move too. I really like them a lot, and it's not often I find parents (other than my own) that I actually enjoy being around. The same for her siblings. Her wholoe family seems to like me too, which is an oddity for them I'm told. It makes me wish that she and I were more than just friends. I think it would've worked out really well. She makes me happy as it is. But, she's engaged to someone else, I'm gonna have to be okay with both the fact that she's gone, and that she's not mine to pine over. Which is a little rough, when it was only earlier this year that you really realized that you love-love her. And it doesn't help that one of her sisters like me better than her fiance and doesn't mind telling you just that.
Sigh. Anyway, I'm gonna start crying again if I keep writing about it. So, I'm gonna stop for now. Plus, no one wants to read about this anyway.
I miss her so much already.
Okay, done now. Post graduation laze has set in. I need a job in my field. Although I really enjoy my job at the genetics lab where I work. I need something a little more substantial I'm told. Which is true. Back to the lab later this week, then the job hunt starts in earnest the week after when my Grandma (who's kinda mean) and Aunt (who laughs a lot) are gone. Tongiht it's dinner to celebrate graduation at Toyota's because I have a hankering for some sushi.
I miss her so much already.
Can't get it off my mind.
EDIT: I have yet to make it through an hour without choking up or crying about it.
otogluap:
Hey man, I am really sorry. I can only imagine how rough this last quarter has been for you, knowing that she was going to be leaving soon. If you ever need to talk or anything you know where to reach me. I have been applying to places but to no avail. Hope I get a job soon, I am bored out of my mind. At least you have a job at the lab, I got nothin 
. Take care man, Broken hearts hurt like hell. The bad thing is, it happens a lot. At least it did for me, but heck I got 8 years on you.
. Take care man, Broken hearts hurt like hell. The bad thing is, it happens a lot. At least it did for me, but heck I got 8 years on you.