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Seattle, WA

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Thursday Apr 20, 2006

Apr 20, 2006
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I got this feeling that I get when I'm coming down from a few happy days in a row. The same feeling I get when I'm about to retract from the world that is causing me too much stress to be worthwhile. So it's been a rough evening all in all. And I got this headache that is kinda touch and go. I need to shave, and I need to go to sleep. But I'd much rather not do that at all for the moment.

Tomorrow my Mom is having "the ladies" over, so Dad and I are being kicked out of the house. Which is fine, I need to get out on Fridays. I'm gonna go spend the evening / afternoon with a couple friends of mine. These two girls will cheer me up, they always do. We're gonna go on various errands that need doing and maybe even dinner. I'd prefer it if they both came over and had something home cooked by my Mom but that'll have to happen another time.

It was decided today that I am definitely a spoiled child, being able to live at home while I go to school. Which I'm not ever gonna complain about because it's a sweet deal to have meals and shelter taken care of indefinitely. But nonetheless I'm spoiled. I think maybe that's why I always feel a deep obligation to feed my fellow college students. Just a way of paying it forward I guess.

Another major issue of discussion today was the impossibility of someone like me ever being able to have a healthy "friends with benefits" relationship. (If such a relationship is ever healthy.) I just don't think I could not become attached. Of course this doesn't stop my imagination from wandering away with itself. But the topic I suppose is still open for discussion.

My friend at the UW been a little scarce recently, she was off at the ultimate sectionals and they defended their title nicely I hear. So that's cool. But I miss her and she's been so busy that its hard to find time. Which is always the case, so I've been emailing her and generally waiting for a response; which never seem to make it quite soon enough for me.

In other randomness, I decided rather sporadically (and truly irrationally) to answer a personal ad I stumbled across. it's not often I read a description of a girl that seems to describe someone like me so perfectly. Sadly there was no response from this girl, which is understandable if she is anything like me. So, my randomness came to nothing. But it was a big step forward for me. I don't usually put myself out into the open like that. It was scary and exciting. So maybe I'll start keping my eyes open for personals as much as I do for cute girls walking down the street.

Anyway, I hope no one wasted too much time reading all that. : )

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