I wrote this poem almost two years ago it's called Urban Seppuku. I met this grrrl at a friends house and we had a fun talk about methods of suicide, including the "honorable" method of seppuku as performed by the dishonored samurai of feudal Japan. Never met another grrrl who had quite the same outlook on life. Don't know why I'm feeling nostalgic.....if a kid...
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Monday.....LAME!!!!!
Mayday! Mayday!
How many times are you gonna see/hear that today? A lot. So I felt it nessesary to be a dork about it upfront today. Speaking of dorky-ness I watched Harry Potter on TV last night. I also watched an interesting show on the Brazil Nut Tree.....who would've thought a nut tree could be so complicated. It also made me decide that sloths are...
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How many times are you gonna see/hear that today? A lot. So I felt it nessesary to be a dork about it upfront today. Speaking of dorky-ness I watched Harry Potter on TV last night. I also watched an interesting show on the Brazil Nut Tree.....who would've thought a nut tree could be so complicated. It also made me decide that sloths are...
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sarahjane:
i am happy and i know i'll be happy in whatever i do. 
yay for may and hell it's almost my birthday!
yay for may and hell it's almost my birthday!
To a certain extent, there is something to be said for suicide in tiny little increments. Somedays I really feel that way. But I trust that decisions I've made are good ones and that it will work out in the end. Whatever. There is too much to do, can't sit around and worry all the time. I'm always overthinking things...sigh.
With that said, I'm feeling...
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With that said, I'm feeling...
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sarahjane:
i'm just going to have to go to florida to pick one up!
I thikn that today I will listen to as much REM as I can. Just cause now I've got it in my head. So I'm gonna go dig out the CD's and any of the vinyl my dad has statshed away and listen to it. I heart vinyl. 
Anyway, during all this music listening I hope to get enough homework done that I can actually...
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Anyway, during all this music listening I hope to get enough homework done that I can actually...
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This dream update thing has become fairly habitual in the last couple days but here it is:
Last night I had this dream where I was wandering around this funhouse with a guide (of sorts) who claimed there was more to be seen in the background there. He didn't say much but I followe him to this narrow passage and the only thing I can...
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Last night I had this dream where I was wandering around this funhouse with a guide (of sorts) who claimed there was more to be seen in the background there. He didn't say much but I followe him to this narrow passage and the only thing I can...
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sarahjane:
yes, that song is way rad. i used to listen to it all the time when i was a kid!
Off topic: I had yet another night of wildly realistic dreams. All except for this part where I found a book of poems that was perpetually burning with a cold orange flame. Kinda trippy to see but even wierder to try and pick up. 
Anyway, I am once again going to be late for class if I continue to sit on my ass and blog/email/AIM...
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Anyway, I am once again going to be late for class if I continue to sit on my ass and blog/email/AIM...
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sarahjane:
bowling with members and yours truly all in the palm of your hand. but first i must have your soul...
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With any luck I'll be home from school before 7PM today. The trend has been to stay until the homework is done and it's getting really painful. 
On the otherhand it's good to spend time with the classmates and we certainly do learn a lot. Sigh. You win some you loose some I guess.
I've been wanting to stop all my school work and start...
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On the otherhand it's good to spend time with the classmates and we certainly do learn a lot. Sigh. You win some you loose some I guess.
I've been wanting to stop all my school work and start...
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sarahjane:
school is icky. but i'm a quitter.
are you a part of the sgseattle group?
are you a part of the sgseattle group?
Today I am still pondering the question of how exactly these online communities operate. It's really interesting how people come together and how conversations get started. It seems so radically different then real life and still it seems like such a natural means for people to communicate. Especially with the tech to do so.
Anyway, busy day ahead of me, I've got classes till 6PM...
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Anyway, busy day ahead of me, I've got classes till 6PM...
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sarahjane:
i think it might be from my wisdom teeth or something because it wont effing go away. damn it hurts!
it's official, your an addict. but it seems you're on your way to a smooth recovery and you're not denying the problems existence. don't worry, you're not the only one, my life revolves around the computer...
it's official, your an addict. but it seems you're on your way to a smooth recovery and you're not denying the problems existence. don't worry, you're not the only one, my life revolves around the computer...
I've decided to spend my day, primarily, in front of a television playing video games. I really shouldn't...but I'll just finish it all up tommorow. Maybe I'll do the readings today and the math-style work tommorow......whatever.
Anyway, I spent all yesterday working on my programing class and then I had dreams that were all if statements and booleans. What a total waste of dream time....
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Anyway, I spent all yesterday working on my programing class and then I had dreams that were all if statements and booleans. What a total waste of dream time....
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I've barely seen my family this week. I'v been spending close to ten hours a day at school or work. And when I get home I just drop myself in a chair and pliow through some homework. I need a break, or something, I need a good band to come thorugh town (and the time to go see them).
I slept really well last night,...
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I slept really well last night,...
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sarahjane:
i would say it fit's well!!
It's early in the moring, my alergies ara starting to kick in for the season, and I have a day ahead of me that looks to be very long. On the other hand. It is Earthquake Prepairedness Day so sometime during my first class we plan on dropping to the floor and hiding under our tiny desks. Perhaps one of us will run around in...
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Astronomy at u of h.
(2) Do you believe dreams have deeper meaning? ( As in the kind of dreams you have when you go to bed at night.)
Sometimes I have these crazy ass dreams that make no sense whatsoever and sometimes I dream something and it comes true, so I think there might be some validity to that.
(3) If I see you on Saturday for bowling in Seattle. Will you sit and talk to me for a little while?
Yes. But Im really shy in person so you better be able to keep me talking!
1. Youve been a member for quite sometime. Why am I your only friend?
B. What exactly is it that you do?
3. Do you think we are here do to a random series of events, or is there a further purpose to our existence?