Saturday Nov 26, 2005

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Today I will :
(1) Do some Dynamic systems HW. Yay! Differential Equations! (Seriously I think it's fun.)
(2) Start on my Philosophy paper. Yay! Aristotle! (This one's slightly sarcastic. It's fun but tedious.)
(3) Write a X-ma$ list.
(4) Order my own copy of WoW but pledge not to play while school is in session.
(5) Read ASTM standard C1363.
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nirauan:
hi

frown

so i've decided (have i decided or was i pursuaded??) not to leave him.

i dont know if its a good idea or not, but i dunno, i think im just dumb

thankyou for your concern. i do appriciate that you were bothered enough to comment.

apologies for spelling/grammer/coherency mistakes - im a bit drunk whatever
nirauan:
i decided before i got drunk.

maybe i got drunk so i could live with the decision i made.

Friday Nov 25, 2005

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Still kinda full... oink

Thursday Nov 24, 2005

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Thanks for all the B-day wishes!
eliska:
aww im drop everything worthy.. sweet... I hope we get to hang out again when Im back in Seattle. I need another SGSeattle party like the hot tub one..

Wednesday Nov 23, 2005

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WOOOOO!!!! Birthday!!!!! whatever

I get to do nothing today yay! Take that stupid school year! Fuck you HW! Hahahahahahahahaha. Ha!
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otogluap:
Hey, Happy Thanksgiving man.

I hope you had a lazy, fun Birthday yesterday.
lycoris:
I may have, but I can't remember it right now. I haven't seen any of the new episodes (as in from the last two or three years), so if it's one of those, I haven't seen it.

Tuesday Nov 22, 2005

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Driving a friend to the train station today. Always me feel like I've traveled back in time. Always leaves me feeling slightly lonely once they're gone.

I might see her this weekend. If I'm lucky. I can't wait to give her a hug.

It's funny what she keeps from me. Her secrets are her own; no matter how many of mine she knows.

She says...
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trevallion:
Happy birthday!
magenta:
happy birthday biggrin

Monday Nov 21, 2005

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I fear this will be another day in the project room. I should get pictures of it at some point just to illuminate how very dark this place is. I guess that's why i call it the dungeon...

Anyway, slept like a rock last night. But that was 'cause I wasn't feeling to good last night. Stomach is still a little upset with me for...
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Sunday Nov 20, 2005

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Today, things will get done.

This week will be a good week.

Honestly, I think it'll be fun. However it turns out.

Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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There are little birds outside my window that are being loud and extremely cute. I'm not really sure what kind of bird some of them are. there are some chickadees and some sparrows. A couple of red breasted finches and a big ol' flicker. Also, there are some really tiny light grey/brown birds. Don't know what they're called. But they barely make the branches move...
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nirauan:
but admitting defeat might save me from future heartache.


i'm not allowed to have pets.


sigh.
nirauan:
maybe, im so confused.

i dont ubderstand how i can have been so blind for the last year.

rose tinted glasses indeed.

how you doing today?

Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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I never thought of this as funny
It speaks another world to me
I want to be your Easter bunny
I want to be your Christmas tree.

I'll strip the world that you must live in
of all its godforsaken greed.
I'll ply the tar out of your feathers.
I'll pluck the thorns out of your feet.
you and me.
you and me.


lyrics from...
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Friday Nov 18, 2005

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Shit. I've done it now. Sometimes I pry to hard to open someone's heart to me. It's like breaking the yolk of an egg by trying to crack it with a hammer.

Friday Nov 18, 2005

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I have to drive my project group to the suburbs today for a tour of a manufacturing line. Being the pessimist that I am I figure the smoking tail pipe will kick into effect, the headlights will dies, the heat will stop and the wheels will all explode. Chuckle. It'd almost be worth the trouble just to tell the story later. But we'll hope for...
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nirauan:
glad your feeling better
otogluap:
Don't worry, you will get a flat when you get over Mercer Island. Just cause you hate the place so much. Batchi man.
I don't think I spelled that right. tee hee.

Thursday Nov 17, 2005

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I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line

I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're...
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nirauan:
i never used to cry - seriously i remember being described as completely emotionless.

recently though i feel fragile, i'm crying easily and feeling very stressed all the time. i don't remember the person i was and i'm not sure i like the person i've become

sigh.

i wish i was 3 again, when life was easy and you could impress people by counting upto 10 on your own.

i hope you feel better today.
lotus:
whatever
whatever
whatever

levels even.
wink
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