thenine

Change sucks. Stupid change. Making my life so difficult.
>: - P

HI.

Today she asked me "Do I need to remind you that we're not dating?". Which I take to mean that she felt like I was overstepping my bounds as friend for some reason. It's also kinda hard not to take that as a slap in the face. But it's okay I guess. She snaps at me like this from time to time when she decides...
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I think/worry too much. Sometimes it really ends up getting to me. Other times I just stop thinking and caring about the things that used to worry me. Those are usually enjoyable times but they always end up in a lot more work for me afterwards. So I try to make them as sparse as possible. In other words: "BACK TO WORK YOU BUM".

Which...
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It's been a funny week. Turns out i didn't have class yesterday or today. So it amounted to a 3day week and a 4day weekend. Which is awesome. I've put the time to good use by getting an early start on procrastination for this quarter. lol.

Also, I've been trying to get rested up since, I've had a cough for the last week that's been...
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First day back for my last quarter of college. Kinda nerve racking to be this close to the end. Although it's a mere 10 weeks away the hurdles to overcome in the next few months are kinda big. Lots to get down and a planned mental breakdown of sorts somewhere near week 8. (It's so I don't explode and kill everyone around me. So I...
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Back to school tomorrow. And my sore throat has turned into something worse. Started to loosemy voice today. Hope this was the worst of it for now. Gotta be healthy for the last 10 weeks of my schoolin'.

Had one of those moment yesterday where I almost broke down and kissed a girl that's been my friend for years. Better that I didn't. So that's good. But it strange when that mood strikes me from time to time.

Went to the dentist this morning. Now my teeth are all clean. yay!

Should see my good friend tomorow after a long time gone. So that's nice.

Also, I need sleep.

hey hey.
it's a god week to do nothing.

Portland tomorrow then home again on Monday. Hang with the sister and just talk, eat and generally be happy. Looking forward to the drive home and looking forward to sleeping in this week. Won't be able to until Wed morning but that'll be okay.

I figure it's decidedly bad when a girl doesn't want to hang out even though she doesn't have any plans that...
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Woooooooo. Finals are done. That means it's time to WoW my brain into submission.

Also, in the works is a trip to Portland and also some sleep. Precious precious sleep.