well, i didn't even end up going in the pool tonight. i'm so boring. i did, however, end up singing with my dad's band for a little while. [then coming home and singing by myself for about an hour.] i can't wait till they play out. i don't think i'll be performing with them but it's going to be really rad to see my dad play again. he loves it.
i'm also very happy that the band decided to do one of my favorite songs, "blood and roses", by the smithereens.
i just hope their lead vocal guy can pull it off. if not...i will 
what's even cooler is that the song relies on the bass line for most of it's oomph, and my dad is the bass player. hee hee!
i'm a little ticked off because i was planning a weekend getaway to the RI house [the trip is/was twofold, really] but now it seems those plans are foiled once again. i need to get up there and see my grandmother and meet up with someone about something. that someone knows what i'm talking about...(hi! 
)
but of course, i can't use the house that weekend because the aunt whose house it ISN'T [yet uses it more than the aunt whose house it actually IS] is going to invade with her brood of crazies and that would just defeat the purpose of me going there- clearing my head, hanging out, playing some baseball, watching the stars [and not getting poison ivy this time
]
but of course not. the one time i want to use the house, i can't since the world fucking revolves around auntie c and the fact she married a deadbeat asshole [hello, not my fault] and they always need to be on vacation and taking advantage of other peoples things so much so that no one else can use them ever. i shudder to think about what is going to happen once we start using the house in SC.
i never ask anyone for ANYTHING, EVER and the one time i do it goes nowhere and i just end up pissed off.
anyway. my family sucks sometimes. i guess that's the jist of it really. not that i don't love them. they just make it very difficult.
i'm frustrated since i really want to see this person for alot of reasons [the person not my grandmother, although i really do want to see her too, but for a different set of reasons entirely] and it's tough to coordinate schedules since we both have alot on our plates. fuck.
back to the drawing board. you know who you are- call me so we can figure this out.
although this does mean that i can make it to the michael tolcher show on sunday, 8/22. it's bittersweet i guess.
[i like brackets]
i'm also very happy that the band decided to do one of my favorite songs, "blood and roses", by the smithereens.
i just hope their lead vocal guy can pull it off. if not...i will what's even cooler is that the song relies on the bass line for most of it's oomph, and my dad is the bass player. hee hee!
i'm a little ticked off because i was planning a weekend getaway to the RI house [the trip is/was twofold, really] but now it seems those plans are foiled once again. i need to get up there and see my grandmother and meet up with someone about something.
that someone knows what i'm talking about...(hi! )
but of course, i can't use the house that weekend because the aunt whose house it ISN'T [yet uses it more than the aunt whose house it actually IS] is going to invade with her brood of crazies and that would just defeat the purpose of me going there- clearing my head, hanging out, playing some baseball, watching the stars [and not getting poison ivy this time
]
but of course not. the one time i want to use the house, i can't since the world fucking revolves around auntie c and the fact she married a deadbeat asshole [hello, not my fault] and they always need to be on vacation and taking advantage of other peoples things so much so that no one else can use them ever. i shudder to think about what is going to happen once we start using the house in SC.
i never ask anyone for ANYTHING, EVER and the one time i do it goes nowhere and i just end up pissed off.
anyway. my family sucks sometimes. i guess that's the jist of it really. not that i don't love them. they just make it very difficult.
i'm frustrated since i really want to see this person for alot of reasons [the person not my grandmother, although i really do want to see her too, but for a different set of reasons entirely] and it's tough to coordinate schedules since we both have alot on our plates. fuck.
back to the drawing board. you know who you are- call me so we can figure this out.
although this does mean that i can make it to the michael tolcher show on sunday, 8/22. it's bittersweet i guess.
[i like brackets]
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mydogfarted:
A "Bitch Switch" is almost as bad as getting a "cock block". 
beledi:
good luck figuring things out. you need a holiday, you multi-talented girl you.