thelastunicorn

I've lost ten lbs. since the beginning of my quest to not be a giant fatass about 2 or 3 weeks ago. that's a rewarding feeling. some things are less rewarding. like my job. and other people. i'm not depressed. this is not depression. i'm just at this time in my life. its like the whole world is looming over me. I have decided or have decided that I need to decide not to let it get me down. take it easy. follow a path of lightness. shun weight. hope that there really is no meaning because then you'll have to start paying up. try what is the most efficient or the most romantic or the most important way to live. pick and choose at will. sample. stay healthy above everything. stay healthy so that you don't end up like those people in Kathleen's office: shat on by the government, lost in pain, tied down by a dying body. breathe air. live. sing. cry. above all things never stop changing. never become permanent. never cool your heels too long. always always always be willing to bend. be willing to recant. be willing to change your mind.