thelastasthmatic

let it be written: i am an ass!

i am listening to ultraspank. waiting on lance to carry me to the movies.

i loathe.

do i ask too much? she is going to a club that was voted best pick up and singles bar in town. she is going with an old friend that she used to get fucked up with. he told me stories...
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a total eclipse of the heart...

just had a good rehearsal. tchikovsky is such a bad ass.

it's late and i am so hungry. chicken n' cheese potatoe skins provided by my beret-wearing girl...mmmmm!

i want tomorrow to be over in the worst way.

turn around bright eyes...

ha! go back! you're very funny!!

i love being missed. there's a certain young dame in portland i would love to see more of....

i look so good in my kilt!

and it was an awesome day saturday. played with the pipe band all afternoon. had lasangna and guiness at my buddy dustin's. saw a pseudo-aliceinchains rock band that night.

took the girl to see phantom o the opera on sunday. ate at a classy little restaraunt then ran a hot bath for her before forcing her to watch...
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i have not been under a rock!

my "best friend' of fourteen years stabbed me in the back last year and i just found out about it two weeks ago.

i've been preparing for the last couple o' gig's with the pipe band. and i've been practicing for an upcoming symphony concert.

i finally stopped fighting my feelings for this girlie i've known for several...
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i do believe that this has been one of the top five worst days of my entire life. i have only been this close to losing control once.

whatever you do-do not ever lie to me, or tell me half-truths.

there is no forgiveness in my heart for this...

whever you go...there you are.

i've been sleeping at work lately. sucks, but i've had some good laughs this week. i guess when you work so many hours you get a little slap happy, and i had one o' my partners in tears.

gave wille cantu a check for 142 dollars on wednesday for a new snare carrier. our next competition is less than a...
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today was a good day...



i didn't have to use my ak.

if i could go back and do it all over again i would have never called her back.

which is what i did today. different girl. she likes to check up on me every year or so now. we talk. we enjoy talking to each other again. she stops talking because she feels too much for me and it isn't fair to her husband. then...
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i just got a verbal warning at work. it's the first time in three years o' working there that i have received any disciplinary documentation. i was going to be an ass and ask them if they documented how many times i've worked overtime for them (because it's been almost every day!!). fuckers.

i really need to get off my duff and get moving. things...
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