thejosh

I was at a total low when I posted the other night. Under all my feelings and everything I know that I'm not repulsive. It's just so damn easy to feel that way sometimes, though.

You're right. I am hanging around the wrong people. Ach nein.

Thanks for your words, pal.

mike

Thanks for the birthday wishes

In referance to your post in my journal: who were you before, and more importantly, who are you now? Along what lines were you changing?

Looking at our ages, it seems I'm a little younger than you. Any wisdom to impart? What is the biggest thing you with you did/didn't do when you were my age?

Hope you and your pals paint the town on the 31st.

mike



edited for spelling, haha

[Edited on Dec 30, 2004 1:19PM]

Thanks for the b-day and x-mas wishes. I never realized what the little balloon pic next to a member name ment til it popped up next to mine on my birthday. How funny.

You got some pretty cool CDs. You're right though, SMallville on DVD would have kicked ass. I actually got my roommate season 1 on DVD for xmas. What can I say, I rock.

mike

I have lots of 1987 baseball cards myself ... need to do something with them )

Next semester I'm taking music theory, music history, human sexuality, PE, something else. I dunno. It's going to be a busy schedule. Stressful to say the least.

Sorry to hear about your C. So close, but so far away. They say C is average, but I centainly don't feel "average" when I get one. You know? I just checked my grades and found that I got a C in my evolutionary psychology class. Ugh. Too bad.

mike

She is cute. I've never watched that show but I may check it out the next time it comes on.

mlf

I hate Chem. I took it in highschool and that has, and will be, the last time. I'm just not that handy with numbers. I did, however, find the lectures on the nano structure of molocules and atoms to be very intresting.

Anyways...

You got a crazy sis too, eh? Well, on one hand I'm glad I'm not the only one. On the other, it still sucks for you. That's pretty cool that you've learned to recognise her lies and counter them. I wish I could recognise my sister's moronic mistakes and counter them.

Let's not even get in to some of the idiotic shit my sister has pulled this semester. She's a total loser these days.

Achem, enough. See you.

mlf

PS - You and I share some experiances. I just smoked pot last week for the first time in over a year. I, too, was unable to get high the last couple times before I quit. This time though, oh man. I will only get high and/or drunk in my own home. This last time was no different. Straight to bed. I was so burnt the next day. I felt dumb, but it was a nice kind of dumb.

Fuck. That's a lot of shit.

You don't believe in love? Why? Did something happen?

I do believe in love. But I think if things keep going the same way for me, I may join you on the other side. Eventually.

I wonder what my roommate's position on love is...

mlf

Thanksgiving was good. The turkey was ok, but we had tamales (yuess). Tamales are wonderful. Now we're not talking about those 'hot tamales' candies that are all sweet, no way. Real tamales are carne adovada (pork maranated in red chili) with a lard and corn mash wraped around and cooked. Good god.

I envy you are your pie. My aunt aleays brings the pie and she simply buys a couple from the store. Why? Who fucking knows.

Did you sister have all three of those kids with the same guy?

mlf

How was your dad?? I wish I could have gone to my Grandma's . . . she's the COOLEST.