Well the past couple days have been weird. Melanie has spent the night at the house for the past two nights. She was really upset Monday when she got off of work and her friend Shannon didn't think she needed to be alone (suicide watch I guess). The first night she sort of ignored me, but the second night we played PS2 together and watched this movie "Garage Days" (awesome movie).
Anyway while we were playing hockey she starts talking about how she wants to strip for me and then tells me about how she trimmed her snatch to look pretty. I didn't say anything and she pulled down her jeans and showed me. Normally I would be like "HELL YEAH", but I just gave her a fake smile and went on about playing the hockey game on PS2. And then after the movie she tries to get me to sleep in the same bed as her. WTF?
Even after I treated her like shit (the way she sees it) and some other guy almost pushes her to the brink of suicide because of him treating her like shit. She still comes back for another potential round of being treated like shit. And women wonder why they get treated like shit, because they keep coming back for more.
She obviously still wants sex, but she has made it obvious that she can't seperate physical and emotional pleasure. Regardless of how bad that I don't want to admit it, I am a nice guy. So I am not going to sleep with her again, because if I did I would only hurt her worse.
** PS**
***** Chevelle "This Type of Thinking" fuckin rocks!! It came out Tuesday, so if you haven't got it go get it.
Anyway while we were playing hockey she starts talking about how she wants to strip for me and then tells me about how she trimmed her snatch to look pretty. I didn't say anything and she pulled down her jeans and showed me. Normally I would be like "HELL YEAH", but I just gave her a fake smile and went on about playing the hockey game on PS2. And then after the movie she tries to get me to sleep in the same bed as her. WTF?
Even after I treated her like shit (the way she sees it) and some other guy almost pushes her to the brink of suicide because of him treating her like shit. She still comes back for another potential round of being treated like shit. And women wonder why they get treated like shit, because they keep coming back for more.
She obviously still wants sex, but she has made it obvious that she can't seperate physical and emotional pleasure. Regardless of how bad that I don't want to admit it, I am a nice guy. So I am not going to sleep with her again, because if I did I would only hurt her worse.
** PS**
***** Chevelle "This Type of Thinking" fuckin rocks!! It came out Tuesday, so if you haven't got it go get it.
I like Chevelle too. I need to go pick that album up.
-Mike
PS - Remind me, are you on AIM? When I get the CD of my performance I can send you a mp3 of it though AIM. Would you like to hear it?