i can't fucking see. normally when i'm drunk i lack focus, defintion, but tonight it appears that i'm completely fucking blind. 9, 10, 12...i hate these nights of a few beers that turn into yelled admissions of slobbering dozens. fuck. fumble. lighter. fumble. cigarettes. fumble. cigarette dropped. bend to pick it up...tip..whoa...whoa...over i go and brace -- smack -- hands first and wrists buckle. thank...
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blaming her for my sin
turned on by her body turned out
for my hand to run down stomach over hip
thigh leg calf and back up
tickletwitch across her back
with my lips dragging softdelicate
over her skin and i've felt
her eyes on me too
and my skin searingbumps like
fog across my eyes blinding me
body, sight and i can't be expected...
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turned on by her body turned out
for my hand to run down stomach over hip
thigh leg calf and back up
tickletwitch across her back
with my lips dragging softdelicate
over her skin and i've felt
her eyes on me too
and my skin searingbumps like
fog across my eyes blinding me
body, sight and i can't be expected...
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le:
weird, i know another guy named dave who is in korea and likes jungle.
le:
um, and he's also an english teacher.
despite views to the contrary
seeing her i knew i was
relenquished
given in again to nibblescratch lust
and a body turned out for curves
and turned on to grind against mine
its mentaltouch mindbody association
of a sexy thinker tuned to a dirty
trembling tension
and i've been lost
without my paycheck and bills to pay
but suddenly i can only think of
lusty...
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seeing her i knew i was
relenquished
given in again to nibblescratch lust
and a body turned out for curves
and turned on to grind against mine
its mentaltouch mindbody association
of a sexy thinker tuned to a dirty
trembling tension
and i've been lost
without my paycheck and bills to pay
but suddenly i can only think of
lusty...
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poppys26:
dude, howse it goin?
thejesus:
"all work and no play make homer go something something"
"go crazy?"
"don't mind if i do!"
"all work and no play make homer go something something"
"go crazy?"
"don't mind if i do!"
a little type-it-as-fast-as-it-will-come-out word association for y'all..
murky cymbals cracksmack my head through potato ship moments as i slide through the soapy riddle halfway down the groundkeepers bottle of siberian camera shackles my mind to my fingers as they move across time and slip like slime into my pocket
now kapow bounces back and hits me on track to fall down town or a villiage...
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toreena:
I have such a thing for English Teachers.
It was as i was sitting at the bar that she first brushed passed me. There was a pint in my hand, cold, fresh poured, and I was drunk. Yeah, for sure I was drunk because this whole memory feels a little hazy, as if I just thought about doing it rather than actually doing it.
She ordered a beer, turned to me and said...
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She ordered a beer, turned to me and said...
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alyx666:
my favorite is roland the headless thompson gunner.
poppys26:
Goodness gracious great balls of dookie!! (Something I can't seem to pass in my American diet. I guess it's back to Greek salads)
Oh yeah, Korea. My friend I had an epiphany today. I think it's quite ironic that you wrote that message when you did because, during my little writing process (which I started today) I discovered that one of my missions in life has to be (now it's not the only mission here) is to figure these people out.
Yesterday I had a little rant with my co-worker John, whose daughter in law is Korean. I have seen her but now met her. I told him that Koreans are . . . blah blah blah I don't to offend anyone on this public chat board, but they drove me crazy.
Considering that my mom is Korean, I have lived in Korea (briefly), and I have had Korean friends must say something about my destiny to figure them out. Because I have had some weird experiences, some of which have mad me weep and curse. Other experiences were of indifference, snobbiness, and complete ostracism.
Last night I met a really nice neighbor in the laundrymat. I asked her where she lived because I didn't want to ask her where she was from (I hate that question- I'm an American, you know). I asked her if she was Korean because I had seen her with her children speaking Korean. She was so articulate, friendly, and seemed open-minded. Like she didn't seem critical about my hair looking crazy at midnight, or my cleavage baring all, or that I live with my boyfriend. Perhaps I have misjudged and misunderstood Koreans to have a superiority complex, to be superficial, snobby, and materialistic (qualities I don't find appealing in a friend).
I did have a good friend in London named Subok. She was Buddhist and she was wonderful. She was like a real older sister to me. I really do miss people like her. She was critical, judgemental, and she had a good friend who lived down the hall from us who was a Buddhist nun.
Why aren't I in Asia? Our friend Afa is returning to Taiwan and he has invited us to move there and to teach English. I also unfortunately turned down an interview with Nova to teach in Japan, and of course I haved family members I can stay with in Seoul until I find a place of my own.
What's holding me back heysus? I don't know. Fear? What if it's scary? Funds maybe. But today, I realized that I have generalized the Koreans and I should try to be less critical of people who see the world differently from myself. Afterall, I'm not completely non-judgement or non-critical.
How do I find out your e-mail dave? Mine (or one of my addresses) is
poppys26@aol.com
Oh yeah, Korea. My friend I had an epiphany today. I think it's quite ironic that you wrote that message when you did because, during my little writing process (which I started today) I discovered that one of my missions in life has to be (now it's not the only mission here) is to figure these people out.
Yesterday I had a little rant with my co-worker John, whose daughter in law is Korean. I have seen her but now met her. I told him that Koreans are . . . blah blah blah I don't to offend anyone on this public chat board, but they drove me crazy.
Considering that my mom is Korean, I have lived in Korea (briefly), and I have had Korean friends must say something about my destiny to figure them out. Because I have had some weird experiences, some of which have mad me weep and curse. Other experiences were of indifference, snobbiness, and complete ostracism.
Last night I met a really nice neighbor in the laundrymat. I asked her where she lived because I didn't want to ask her where she was from (I hate that question- I'm an American, you know). I asked her if she was Korean because I had seen her with her children speaking Korean. She was so articulate, friendly, and seemed open-minded. Like she didn't seem critical about my hair looking crazy at midnight, or my cleavage baring all, or that I live with my boyfriend. Perhaps I have misjudged and misunderstood Koreans to have a superiority complex, to be superficial, snobby, and materialistic (qualities I don't find appealing in a friend).
I did have a good friend in London named Subok. She was Buddhist and she was wonderful. She was like a real older sister to me. I really do miss people like her. She was critical, judgemental, and she had a good friend who lived down the hall from us who was a Buddhist nun.
Why aren't I in Asia? Our friend Afa is returning to Taiwan and he has invited us to move there and to teach English. I also unfortunately turned down an interview with Nova to teach in Japan, and of course I haved family members I can stay with in Seoul until I find a place of my own.
What's holding me back heysus? I don't know. Fear? What if it's scary? Funds maybe. But today, I realized that I have generalized the Koreans and I should try to be less critical of people who see the world differently from myself. Afterall, I'm not completely non-judgement or non-critical.
How do I find out your e-mail dave? Mine (or one of my addresses) is
poppys26@aol.com
sometimes all i feel like saying is "what the fuck?" one of those days where you blink and you miss all the reasons. i can ask questions i just can't understand the answers.
so...
what the fuck?
dave
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marla:
thejesus said:
i'm kicking ass, seriously. considering that i'm still single i must assume that a) you're all lying or b) you just haven't met me yet and i can expect the marriage proposals by mail.
dia, o, marla...yeah...i meet most of those criteria. feel free to fight over me.
i do, of course, have this theory that i get no love because i don't have a picture in my profile...
dave
what are you waiting for? get a pic up!
thejesus:
an excellent question, marla, why don't i? well, first of all, i'm a bit lazy. secondly, i'm in korea, which means all computer programs are in korean, which means i've been rendered computer illiterate. i can scan photos but i have yet to find an english program so i can figure out how the fuck to size it properly.
also, did i mention that i was lazy?
i have photos scanned, if ya want them emailed to you...
dave
also, did i mention that i was lazy?
i have photos scanned, if ya want them emailed to you...
dave
Sittin on top of the bay, watchin the tide
It's time to break the tension away, come take a ride
As you enter the dimension of the crew SoleSides
it ain't nuttin goin on but a party
Now brothers wanna flex but I'm over they heads
I got the funky type of style to rip your vocals to shreds
I'm never runnin from the Feds...
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It's time to break the tension away, come take a ride
As you enter the dimension of the crew SoleSides
it ain't nuttin goin on but a party
Now brothers wanna flex but I'm over they heads
I got the funky type of style to rip your vocals to shreds
I'm never runnin from the Feds...
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happosai:
hell yeah blackilious is the bomb! i love that song, is classic after all these years...
nice to see some other jip jop head on here... lates
nice to see some other jip jop head on here... lates
i'm listening to some austrian hip hop right now...schonheitsfehler...damn, who knew that mc's would sound so damn good in german.
and, on a completley unrelated note, i think that it is really not good for my health to be able to buy beer in any store and drink it anywhere you want at anytime.
and damn, do koreans get shitfaced. i mean really sloppy drunk....
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and, on a completley unrelated note, i think that it is really not good for my health to be able to buy beer in any store and drink it anywhere you want at anytime.
and damn, do koreans get shitfaced. i mean really sloppy drunk....
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seoul is fucking hot. and humid. i'm pretending to work. and i'm convinced my kids teach me swear words.
and i just realized today that this may be the first time in my life i've never been subject to constant advertising: i have no tv, no magazines, don't listen to the radio and can't read any print adds cause they're all in hangul script. damn....
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thejesus:
dia...conceived in india and now dream of going there...that's almost eerie, as i have no idea why i figured you'd like to go on a date there. you should just go. in about a year when my contract here in korea is up i'll be driving a motorcyle across india for 6 months, if ya wanna take me up on the date offer...i'm clean, well-behaved and know how to decipher the ubiquitous indian head bobble. that's serious inside knowledge.
regardless, get your ass to india!
regardless, get your ass to india!
thejesus:
goatlove...cool to know that you've been to india...how did you like it? bit of a mind fuck...not much can prepare a person for it. gets under your skin though...which is why i have to go back. as for autorickshaws blaring ricky martin...hahaha...i know exactly what you're talking about. for me, the big laugh was being in burma where they take popular shlock from the west, keep the music, translate the lyrics and sing it in bamar. was quite a shock the first time i heard bon jovi sung in another language. and dammit, i wanna know why the world loves bon jovi...i couldn't get away from that bastard!
ha
take that.