Saturday Oct 15, 2005

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I need someone.

Someone to kill me.
Now. Please!

Or make my life immediately better. now, please.
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surlymike:
No problem in the least. Hope that you are feeling better...even if the joke wasn't really responsible for the improvement. smile
janananicole:
hmmm think of being naked. next to another naked boy. does that make you happy?

Thursday Oct 13, 2005

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have you ever heard of people with poisonous personalities?

i'm afraid that my parents might be poisonous.

it seems like everytime i get off the phone with them i feel weak and desperate. i lose all my enthusiasm about life and instead i am filled with dread and worry. i can't do this anymore but they're my parents, how can i just not talk to...
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kallisti:
stop trying to escape it and enjoy relentlessly whatever comes your way.

*zen*

Thursday Oct 13, 2005

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grumpyoldbastard:
lt looks comforting. i needs bubbles. blush

Sunday Oct 09, 2005

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i actually do believe that there are two ways people can be: lovers or fighters. any one person can change from a lover to a fighter or vice versa.

the past
i think when i was very young i wasn't sure what i was, a lover and a fighter in one. maybe that's how we're all born. i wanted to fight. i did fight. i...
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Sunday Oct 09, 2005

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wow. there's so much to do here. i feel like i've found a new playground. a virtual playground. somewhere i can go at all hours of the day.

where do i even start?
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photoline:
stoned again.....
evolution:
I could see this person ending up having a similar effect on me, in that I can see myself still healing a couple years from now, but at least my drive to keep improving myself and to not make the same mistakes is strong enough that I can keep a positive aspect to it.

But for heartbreak, I think its that love turns us into junkies. We hate coming down from the high, but that high is so good we'll crawl through hell to get it back. Forced cold turkey though sucks.