thegutterpunk

OMG

i don't believe it....i just slept for 6 HOURS!!! (on and off)
normally, due to my night work i sleep like the undead...about 3 hours just enough to keep me alive...

so...WOW...FUCK....6 HOURS!!!

i don't actually feel any better tho!

Ok.
now i have to do this 'weight loss' thing
i just read someones blog about losing weight and its kinda got me back on track.
now i'm over my soccer injury (kinda) i can do running again, and i REALLY gotta cut out bread and cereal.
i'm sure they are satans own foods, sent to tempt me on a daily basis.
and after this...
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Well...Sunday is nearly over...
where the hell did my weekend go?

back to work in 1 hour.

-sigh-

I seem to have my best friend back...
maybe not in the relationship exactly as i want her, but we're certainly getting on better.
after the difficult last 3 months we've had together, at times i thought we'd never speak again, let alone be friends.
but, i'm sooo glad we are talking and confiding in each other again.
she truly does mean the world to...
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Ok....Saturday....9am (UK time)

showered?...check

me and family breakfasted?...eggs on toast..check

kids packed off to ballet classes?...check

dog walked?...check

punk tunes railin'?...check

facebook updated?...check

new headphones ordered online?...check

vacumning done?...check

banana cake in the oven?...very nearly!!

luuuuurve saturdays!!

Fucking Fridays....
i know its friday...start of the weekend etc...etc
but i work nights.
soo...on fridays?
i have to get up after 2 hours sleep and get to the supermarket....once that is done i have to fuck around in town getting other stuff...then race home...unpack everything, then go get my girls from school.
then they fight like cat and dog so i feel like im...
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modelling?

ok...i'm looking at getting into it..and i'm gonna send some pics...

fucking scary.

seriously? i'm fucking shitting it.

in your pocket you keep my heart
pierced with your lovers dart

my soul is always yours to keep
like the dreams you dream in sleep

but the distance is just too great
forever apart must be our fate

so many tears have i cried for you
as i know that you have too

come find me in our next lifetime
thing's will be different...
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Radon needs...
this
that
the other
chocolate
sex
not to work
more music
less heartache
a jar of peanut butter in the house
a holiday
a jar of something else as well, but i don't know what right now.
a decent book to read.
motivation
some kinda cake
more ink
more holes
more money to do the above two
more friends
more hoodies
more sony...
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Proper French Brie De Meaux on crackers....

i KNOW it's fattening....
i KNOW i'm on a diet....

but how can i resist?

it tastes so goddam GOOOOOD!!