thefox

Why can't some memories stay buried forever? Or at least until I can afford therapy... I thought I dealt with all this... *sigh*

There are days I can't believe I've made it this far. It always seems like there's something good enough in my life to keep me going, which I'm tremendously thankful for. I could do without the past creeping up on me, though....
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It's supposed to snow today. I told myself I wouldn't get my hopes up. Even if it snows, it won't stick. Even if it sticks, it won't be enough to play in. And the traffic will suck because of it.

But, looking out my window, it's grey and cold looking... I can almost see the snow falling, already - it just looks perfect for it....
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"Time is that quality of nature which keeps events from happening all at once. Lately, it doesn't seem to be working." ~Anon.

So very true. My concert went very well, and other than screwing up dinner with my lateness, the evening with my parents and LittleFierceOne went pretty well, overall. He had some stuff on his mind, though, and so was very quiet. It's a...
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My orchestra concert is tonight, I'm so excited. I should probably be practicing or something, but of course I am getting distracted by the Colbert Report and SuicideGirls.

And my parents are coming for said concert, which is doubly exciting. Because these are the parents (I have three - Dad remarried) that I like. And they live in Arizona/New Mexico, so I never get to...
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Have you ever just had sex on the brain all day and couldn't get it out of your head?

Hmmm... I typed that, realized that all my friends on here thus far are male (all three of you! Haha), and mentally answered the question for myself.

Perhaps I should make some more connections on here - never really did get along with women as much...
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I only have a minute, so I will probably try to add more later, but I wanted to say that this weekend was amazing and wonderful, and I got everything I wanted (and an awesome tour guide! Thanks, pavlovsdog!!) I got music, snow, mountains, and lots of pictures.

I miss the mountains - I miss the instant relaxation and the ability to look anywhere...
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Hooray! I have a picture, now! The joy, the rapture! Still not sure why the exact same picture didn't want to work for 2 days, but it'll do until I get a better one.

I'm so not doing all the stuff I should be doing. But, I can't do half of what I want to do until my roommate's laundry is done...

I like rainy...
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Woke up this morning and LittleFierceOne had already left for work. I can't believe I slept through the alarms, the shower, and him (no doubt) cussing at himself for running late and the rain, etc, etc. The really sad thing is, I woke up at exactly 8:00, so he'd probably only left about 10 minutes before I woke up. Usually I at least wake up...
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So, now I'm getting angry anonymous comments on my other journal. I'm not sure if that's connected to here (though, it's an odd coincidence)... so, perhaps I should clarify that I don't hate my job *that* much. Just some days really piss me off. I'm over it, now. I'm a girl, I rant... then I'm better. Meh, no biggie.

Today has been good, if...
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So, yet again, I am the sucky girlfriend. Apparently I was going to get a SG account for Valentine's Day, but I screwed that one up by getting one, myself. I have a tendency to do this (mostly because I'm not used to people actually getting me what I want... especially without hints...) I suppose LittleFierceOne just knows me better than I thought. Hot naked...
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