thefly

it was terrifying, to say the least.

I'm hoping though that during this time they sorted out their shit though, because I think it started before you came back on here (well not like it's new) but this site was slow as fuck for aawhhiiiile (why does that never look right??) anyway I'm tempted to go see the Mist. I'm not a huge Stephen King fan or anything but I heard its really good... and I just asked this chick out and I think it would be a good date movie. yeah, I've got that hope prob too. probably nothing will come of this... anyway I think we would be somewhat more efficient and certainly happier. that Shirley Manley thing sounds like this Buddhist based book my therapist has got me reading... the verdict is still out. The character I relate to the best is the Hell Spawn... in fact in most ways the experience of the Hell Spawn is very much like my life, or vice versa. at times it solidifies my belief in a higher power... like god likes to tease me. for instance: MBNA becomes BofA and my $30,000 is somehow mistakenly erased because I had a recent fraud claim. The new online statements are fuzzy pdfs and like a dumbass I call up and say "what's going on, it looks like I have a zero balance?". I begged the person on the phone to pretend our conversation never happened but that didn't fly. in retrospect it didn't matter because I haven't had the money since then to pay my other 2 cards anyway and now I'm filing bankruptcy and walking away from all of it. the financial woes continue though, my bankruptcy lawyer almost had to drop my case temporarily because of nonpayment.