thecowboy

i said i wont have it, its too dangerous. its not safe. she asked if i was bitter, angry about something. i told her no, i like to think i can humble myself about it. she didnt understand when i explained how i see its more often superficial and egocentric, just turn on your tv, look at your surroundings..she didnt understand when i told her i dont believe in love at all, i think its a big lie..she said i seem so happy and i replied, yes i know i am very happy, i have friends and water and mountains and life and time, ill be ok..she became angry when i pointed out that her last two boyfriends were both in bands and called her on her bullshit, its no coincidence..of course she couldnt understand, looks like she'll never understand..so i told her this is why i dont beleive in you, i dont beleive in your "love"..it seemed so obvious to me, yet she was so oblivious.