so i am thinkin i may be cursed... ever since i turned 16 i have been workin at least 40 hrs a week... i am now 23 and have somehow made my way up to 60 hrs a week. all i seem to know is work...my days usually consist of waking up around 1 or 2 in the afternoon, going for a hike or bike ride with gabi(my dog), getting some coffee and maybe some food(emphasis on the maybe) then going to work until 5 or 6 in the morning... i am starting to wonder if there is more to life than what i have known for so long...at 22 i became the head baker of the "nicest and most fancy" restaurant in the valley i live in and in february i am supposed to be moving to northern california ...petaluma to be exact...to partner in a pizzeria...i will be 24...and my hours of working will reach up to 80 per week. i dont know much else other than work and think that if i worked less then i did i might get bored and just not know what to do with myself...what is it like to be bored?...when i dont work i try to spend as much time outside with gabi ...in the mountains or just around town...being outside is what makes me real happy...hmmm...anyway...this is my first blog ever to be written and i hope it does good
alhto i am sad you are moving far away but i was planning on going up north myself...they have better creeper pot and its a friendly place for artist types like myself.
at first i was like theBredGuy and odd name then i saw you was a baker and it all made sense
i yousto love baking SO much before i became a diabetic and moved into a house without a working oven.
theirs much to life but the path you've decided to take is a very nice one and i think you will eventually find a way to wind down a bit. but being busy isn't a bad thing. its just different then being like me. a freelance artist...aka jobless and broke with talent that has no use...
bored is when you create random crap because there nothing better to do then create...
alot of people don't decide to entertain themselves like i do tho. i don't have a tv...
if i wanna watch something i look it up on the internet. also bored is spending hours and hours on the internet doing pointless stuff... heh i try to educate myself rather then become absorbed in all of the advertising and crap and porn.
so your located in witch valley?
good stuff i hope you find peace within yourself