thebeliever

So that other thing didn't really get off the ground. Spent the last couple weekends by myself, just doing the usual. We'll see how things play out over the next few months. If things don't pick up, it'll be time to start planning my next move.

I did go out to see some music on Friday night, but I saw some chick from my new little group of chick friends, and she's the only one who doesn't like me, for some reason-- she's really cold and distant, has been from the moment I first met her-- which is funny, because she's a folk singer, and aren't they supposed to be all warm and fuzzy? Well not this one, it seems like she'd like to stab me in the eye. I don't know, I'm a somewhat large dude, and some people pick me out as a jock or something when they first meet me. I wear baseball caps and stuff. So maybe that's it; or maybe she's just a bitch, who knows? Anyways, she was there, and never said hi, and I just felt dumb and left after a short time. Reaaaally cray cray, yeah I know.

I've been keeping in touch with the O.G. (Original Girl) though, so something may come of that yet. (I'm resisting the urge to make a dirty joke here.) I've also been in touch with my ex again, texting back and forth, and I'm writing her a letter (nothing too dramatic, just updating her on stuff). As time goes by, she still stands out as the One for me. But it is what it is. I just hope something good is coming down the pike, because I do like living here; but this isolation stuff is so yesterday. Damn.