thebeliever

I wonder if there are any meds that can, um, tone down the temper (and sadness) a lot, without too many side effects? Like a daily thing. I think the time has come to try it. I get riled waaay too easily. I wish it weren't true, but I must admit it is. Fuck, my dad was a scary dude, my grandpa was a scary dude; and by all accounts and evidence, I seem to be a scary dude. Unlike them, however, I am not an alcoholic, which is saying something, considering how ofen I feel the above emotions (and considering how much time I spend alone-- the two matters are not unrelated). I'm not looking for a panacea, just a lil' help. Damn it.

I mean, I plan on hiking like crazy this summer, and eating a lot of healthy food, which will make things better. I just wonder if it's enough. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Some o' youse other peoples must be a little wacko, too, right? (Usually my favorite people are on meds. Not sure what that means.)

I hate my chemistry some times.