the_sween

Where does love find you...?

My hand hurts so much worse today. Painkillers aren't helping AS USUAL. Ugh.. I couldn't bring myself to go to school I was so depressed about my hand... I can barely pick up my camera..

Seriously depressed beyond my wildest imagination about this stupid injury to my hand... I keep finding more and more I can't do. Really stressed about going to school tomorrow and having to function 100% with camera and class in general... Anxiety is through the roof, and to top it off, I'm broke and have no cigarettes... Today just hasn't been my day at all. Please...
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So I got stitches.. if it wasn't for my thumbnail I might have straight up cut my pinky off. Those knives are so sharp.

I'm in a lot of pain right about now, a lot. Cut into the nerves so I'm getting shooting pain into my hand from the point of entry all the way up to my wrist. My thumb is also not pleasant....
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I'm seriously bleeding right now from my thumb and my pinky (on the inside near the split between ring and pinky) and It's fucking bad. I have been calling people off the hook to take me to a hospital because I'm not capable of driving... WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ASSHOLES?!?!?! HUH!!?!??!?! I'm ALWAYS around for you.... I'm all done... I seriously need stitches on...
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It'd be alright with me if you found me dead tomorrow, It;s been worth it on my end, though I'm sure when you ask everyone else they'll tell you the story I led them to believe for years... There's a reason I have 2 friends.

If I went right now... I hope they never care,

Wrap me up in your bountiful glory, patch up my loose ends, seal my fate into one Present me with my bow and ship me to my love. I will hold it steady and take her in my sights; I will pierce her heart with unconditional love. Tear me open and behold what's to come. My gift of self is truth. All I ask in...
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I am in love with eyes. I can't keep myself from falling for them, they're just so great! Reading into them can tell you so much about a person. You can tell their mood, you can tell if they're telling the truth, you can tell if they're happy, sad, angry, or indifferent... They are the key to a person's soul. I love eyes. Some day,...
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I kind of like the idea of being a stranger. This website keeps me far from the world I know, and puts me where I want to be. I love taking pictures, I especially love having people model for me. I'm so glad I get to see such beautiful artwork from this site and allow my mind to grow further for ideas of my own...
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Been doing a lot of positive things for myself lately, but I'm far from done. I'm back in school, for photography, I'm in a very good financial position, and I've got my beautiful son. I am far from where I need to be though. I am happy with EVERYTHING I have in my life and I am so greatful, but I know I can be...
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