Thursday Aug 29, 2013

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I have almost no function in my left arm (I'm a lefty) so I can't write in my journal.. so, I'm venting here. If you do not wish to read of what's gone on for tonight's horrible events, don't read on.



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I pretty much got kicked out of a hospital tonight because the attending accused...
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codycat:

Damn bud sorry to hear that!! I know how shitty braces are, I'm currently stuck in a back brace due to breaking my back last month.. I'm sending you all my positive energy and I hope you start healing quickly!!

the_sween:

Thank you very much, CodyCat, I wish you all the same and send the positive energy your way too!

Wednesday Aug 28, 2013

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So.. I had to walk to the hospital, which was very counter-productive for my pain as the natural motion of my arms/neck/shoulder/chest move about enough to tweak it just a bit more. 2.8 miles in total, but I had to go.

I think something is wrong, and that's no good. I have enough injuries to all three areas on their...
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Thursday Aug 08, 2013

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Ugh. No computer, wicked out of it because of a procedure i had today for my back...
Wicked rough week I don't even care to talk about, but tomorrow is a new day.

Friday Aug 02, 2013

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Things are beginning to get very interesting...

Which path do I take?
snowy:

Take the path that takes you forward! Disappear off on your own for a bit. Stay at a hostel. Meet new people. Go on adventures. I'm doing it for my the health of my mind and soul next year.

What are your ideas?

the_sween:

All of those things sound wonderful.. there's so much going on right now, taking a vacation sounds good.

Wednesday Jul 31, 2013

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I need more friends... especially right now. I need to get out, I need adventure, and I need something more in my life.

I need to make it happen.

Tuesday Jul 30, 2013

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Despite everything that's thrown at me.. I will prevail, and I will conquer every obstacle. I will remain, and I will be happy. This life is worth living.

Monday Jul 29, 2013

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I lost my squad leader. He took his own life...

He was a great man, a great soldier true to the cause... A great state trooper who was dedicated more than any other.

He watched over me when my life went to hell, and gave me strength. He will be missed, and never forgotten.


Thank you Sergeant J. Jazz it up in the afterlife. May...
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Saturday Jul 27, 2013

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"Until next time," she said after a passionate kiss. But next time didn't mean soon, in fact it could mean anything but that.

It was the most beautiful, amazing kiss I've ever received. I pray to see the day, I pray to see "next time."

She is my soul, I feel it, I know it... I love her with all my heart. There...
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Wednesday Jul 24, 2013

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I hate this...

I'm having the most difficult time to this point... or at least it feels worse than anything before.

I cried for the first time in a year, I had a really bad anxiety attack and just caught myself from collapsing...
There's too much going on, and I just want to be needed in this moment, wanted, and held...

I have...
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