the_sween

Saying goodbye sucks... I want to cry, but I can't.

There's so much I want to let out, and get over, and LET GO... but I can't seem to get it out, or get past it...
I want to scream, SO BAD right now... just.. punch something, yell, drive, disappear... all of these things are impossible for me right at this exact moment which is the worst.

I'm so SICK of being sick. Physically, mentally, spiritually... FUCK... Where is my journal... seriously, where is it?! I want to write my heart out.

Ugh.. I need to sleep ... I need to not be in pain ^ all those previous statements apply to the pain portion too...