We were on, as in this photo... It's one of the only photos that came out, and wasn't taken by the photographer. All our wedding photos were destroyed when they were being developed. Every single one of them... Talk about a bad omen from the start. We had no pictures, none. It was the most devastating thing ever.
This picture... truly looks as if we are one. My suit and her dress, the colors meshed together so perfectly as we wrapped up in our first dance... We both cried watching it together tonight. But stranger things happened... My wedding present to her, was allowing her ex-fiance to come to the wedding without telling her he was... I originally told her no, and refused. I later felt this overwhelming awful feeling that if I did that, I'd be a terrible husband. It would have been wrong of me to deny her anything on our special day.
I secretly took her phone, got his number out of it and called him and planned everything out. I am so happy I did this for her, because tonight she was able to get a picture of him from the video. He passed away a couple years ago in a horrible car accident shortly after he moved away from MA....
When I left, the video was paused on a picture of her and I dancing, because I had brought it back to it so I could take a picture.
It's obviously a bad picture because it was taken off the TV... but if you look at where our faces are.. it looks like a puzzle piece about to be put together... The curves of our faces match perfectly...
When I left the house, this was where the video was paused... when she came back, she turned on the blu-ray player and the power in the house went out and came back on. Paused at the point I paused it so she could take pictures of her ex and her hugging and kissing goodbye......... When I was skipping forward using slow motion, it literally looked like he was coming out of the screen....
This has been one of the strangest nights I've had in a long time when it comes to the paranormal.
And as I wrote that, the squirrels began going nuts in my ceiling. As if I wasn't jumpy enough tonight...
May he rest in peace if he hasn't yet found it, and if it be that he is guiding her and with her now... may he hold her tight and calm her woes. As she was distraught from seeing him, and having all the memories come back...
I hate to sound like jerk... but I don't know any other man on this planet who would have done what I did for her on our wedding night. I don't know anyone who is nice like I am, but the day I meet them... I hope they are in fact a woman, the woman of my dreams.
I do still love her, and I always will... I wouldn't change a thing about anything that we did together. Not even the bad times. They made me stronger, and they continue to make me stronger as I build my future.
At 6:46 on February 24th, 2007 we kissed for the first time as a married couple... We danced 97 minutes later. I'm a numbers freak. So... 6462242007953. Using the idea of numerology, breaking down those numbers is equal to 5. 5 years later I just found out the time we kissed, and danced. Twisted.
