Ok so I have no fucking clue as to what's going on with my living situation. SO FAR, it looks as if I am moving in with Vanessa (Tempe)...BUT things are ALWAYS randomly changing and taking tolls, so who really knows for sure? If I am moving to Tempe with Nessa, I have to get rid of all my furniture and things. Nessa wants to...
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I am here. "Home." Tucson.
I feel good because I know my landlord, boss and friends are ok. I no longer feel like I am screwing anyone over anymore.
But I feel empty. Lonley. Depressed. Lost. ALONE. My heart isn't here. I'll give it a few days....but I'm hurting. The people I've put a lot of emotional investment into are 100 miles away from me...
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I feel good because I know my landlord, boss and friends are ok. I no longer feel like I am screwing anyone over anymore.
But I feel empty. Lonley. Depressed. Lost. ALONE. My heart isn't here. I'll give it a few days....but I'm hurting. The people I've put a lot of emotional investment into are 100 miles away from me...
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treachery:
hey i feel lonely where im at too i moved here a year ago and i miss my friends back home.well i hope evrything works out for you.
amory:
we miss you!
and you are in our thoughts. I'm sure he's going crazy without you.
i know i am.
it will all work out, one can only hope.
love you.
we miss you!
and you are in our thoughts. I'm sure he's going crazy without you.
i know i am.
it will all work out, one can only hope.
love you.
I realized today that my depression (when in route) has to do with a balance in my life. I'm sure that statement applies to everyone...but more or less....When *I* feel my life is in a balance for me, then even when bad stuff happens around me, it doesn't bring me down...and I find it hard to get depressed about little things....but when a few things...
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amory:
I turned off my phone... I'm sorry love. i'm really sad today. long story
call me.
call me.
oldmanwithers:
go home already! and get back on track....before i have to come out there and beat you down! don't make me get crazy =P
So I've managed to let free, and stay up here in Phoenix for a while. (Mesa rather). It's wierd. Usually letting go of some reponsibilitys are considered irresponsible (fancy that!)...but I think this was all supposed to happen. I've already learned a lot just in the past week. I feel like a lot that has been weighing me down, has been lifted off of my...
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oldmanwithers:
so'k... i'll forgive you, just this once... hahaha! and yeah, guess dancing rules (even if you can't)...maybe.... hope everything is settled with your boyfriend, and you gave him a good beat down!!! 
angelfuckaz:
you can get her on that Im sure you talk to her more than I do.
I so missed the SG tour, not only in Phoenix, but in Tucson too...and I am so bummed out. ALL my friends went, and got dressed up. Saw and met Shera and Stormy, and I was butt-fucking screwed (not literaly) in Phoenix, stuck with no money. BOOOO!!!!
So my job is starting to suck. I try to ignore the drama, but these ass-cakes keep fucking...
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So my job is starting to suck. I try to ignore the drama, but these ass-cakes keep fucking...
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scuderiaferrari:
were you and justaghost seperated at birth?
0theamazingrando:
Booya!
No burlesque tour tonight for me. :::Sad Panda::: Beth and I are stranded here because we don't have enough money to get home. Word. I wanted to meet Shera. *Pouts* Whatever! Have fun you guys. BLAH!!!!!!!!!!
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real1pk:
some times i snag my weener after i pull it back through the hole when i pee
oldmanwithers:
Bogus...major suckage. And you can't handle the power of Sad Panda!! Only i can be a sad panda. =P
I think I'm going up to Phoenix tonight. I don't have work tomorrow, and I want to see Vanessa.
Work is wierd. It's totally slow, and there's tons of drama. I do my job, and I do my job well. I stay out of the bullshit. Hell, Christy even tipped me 15 dollars today for helping her bring some food to a table. It was...
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Work is wierd. It's totally slow, and there's tons of drama. I do my job, and I do my job well. I stay out of the bullshit. Hell, Christy even tipped me 15 dollars today for helping her bring some food to a table. It was...
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maxxus:
Yeah. I've avoided watching that.
calmer_than_you:
Vanessa is asleep behind me right now... angelfuckaz, Polaris, Vanessa and i are coming down thurrrr tonight... represent damnit!
So I guess they are talking about closing the resturant in two weeks, instead of waiting until July. Forunately for Nikki & I, we are not out of a job. We are both going to be office managers, and re-doing the whole computer/data-base system for the employees while the remodeling is being done. BUT, I still need to get a second job.
Saw the Lost...
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Saw the Lost...
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eero:
holy hotness...
mohollyweird:
where you at minx? it's been a while..... 
It's graduation weekend, and last night was fucking crazy. We had a 17 top and an 18 top. (I.e. 17 people and 18 people). TOnight we have a 30 top, but forunately I am not working. I went into work and this girl I have to work with is a total bitch. She hates me. So anyways....a few hours go by, and I'm sick of...
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bsteele:
just chillin...bored...and hot as fuck...tryin to figure out somethin ta do
tattooedyourmom:
I'll take you to see man on fire. You just let me know.
All we want is a headrush
All we want is to get out of our skin for a while
We have nothing to lose because we don't have anything
Anything we want anyway...
We used to hate people
Now we just make fun of them
It's more effective that way
We don't live
We just scratch on day to day
With nothing but matchbooks and...
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All we want is to get out of our skin for a while
We have nothing to lose because we don't have anything
Anything we want anyway...
We used to hate people
Now we just make fun of them
It's more effective that way
We don't live
We just scratch on day to day
With nothing but matchbooks and...
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oldmanwithers:
woa...i just got a headache from reading that... You write that, I write that, who wrote that? And anyways, i just read your profile...and dude!!!! you like Cowboy Bebop!? You just moved up 2 full points in my book! heh, and you have Uranium in there too...rock on!! Oh, and do you/did you watch Sealab 2021, or something like that, on Adult Swim? hahaha...good stuff right there! And holy nuts, you also have a excellent taste in movies! Two thumbs up!
Alright, i need to massively study for this massive test tomorrow...my roommates just asked me random questions that are most likely gonna be on the test, and i have no idea what the hell they're talking about. Soooo yeah...this might suck. K k, i'm out
Alright, i need to massively study for this massive test tomorrow...my roommates just asked me random questions that are most likely gonna be on the test, and i have no idea what the hell they're talking about. Soooo yeah...this might suck. K k, i'm out
bsteele:
heeeeey fucker! how are ya???
Oh yeah... doll-face is my saying... thanks for stealing it