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I realized today that my depression (when in route) has to do with a balance in my life. I'm sure that statement applies to everyone...but more or less....When *I* feel my life is in a balance for me, then even when bad stuff happens around me, it doesn't bring me down...and I find it hard to get depressed about little things....but when a few things that are really important to me are off balance in my head, then everything is negative to me...and the littlest things piss me off or bring me down. I know this sounds extremley simple or whatever....but I don't know how to express this thought in a deeper manner, because I am bad with words. Oh well. *Shrugs*

VV-Cakes finally got an apartment. Yeay! I'm happy for her. Just took a billion lbs. of stress off her back.

Some friends can be so dissapointing. All too often you will meet people, that even if you've known for months or years....and you think you know them...you will realize that they are indeed wearing a mask. I guess that's what I get for being naive and open-minded....it's apart of change..I understand...but christ man.

I'm still in Mesa. What the hell? Dace is taking care of Socrates now. I feel horrible.