Tonight was super rad. Shelly and I went and bought costumes. She was a dead bride, and I was a sexy old-time gangster. We met up with Jenny and her friends for the Sin Machine show @ the Rock. It was fun, until it got way too smoky and hot in there so we left.
We headed up to Beth's party where there was 3 bands staying the night. They were all pretty dull, so we left.
We went to the safehouse, where Aaron and Ben took lots of pictures of my costume. And had me flash my ass (because they ♥ it
)
Now, Shell and I are going to meet Carlos at Denny's for some late night munchines, and then off to bed I go...
and then on to work to "sell my body" as Amory likes to put it. I thought "selling your body" constituted letting a guy penetrate you and cum all over your face or something? I mean, all I do is dance in front of a guy, and occasionally smile at them when my back isn't to them...
Shit they don't even see my gine. They see my boobs. There was a girl at safehouse tonight, and her costume was just a pair of vinyl shorts and nothing else. I gave her a dollar. Was she selling her body?
Ah se la vee. Just kind of ironic coming from someone who was in a smiliar line of work at a short time in their life also.
I'm uneducated too, even though when I was in the 5th grade, I tested for 9th grade math...and when I was a sophomore in high school, I scored the 99% top percentile of my school, and got free college classes courtesy of my school for "being smart." I guess I wouldn't expect much from a college drop out though. Most of them like to call everyone else uneducated considering partying, and getting fucked was more important than their education, oh and taking care of the little one.
I had a bad day earlier...and then I get these messages from some slut trying to get me rawled up...but yah know what? It's all good...because as she said, "I'm just waiting around for a guy who doesnt want me..." I'm pathetic already, right?
And this guy (Grant) who "doesnt want me" has sure done a hell of a lot in 3 months as a friend, then she has ever done for me in the 2 years of our friendship. When he said he would be there he was. When he said he was telling the truth, he really did. And when he made a commitment he stuck to it.
Oh well. Some THINGS JUST NEVER CHANGE!
********
"So what's the point of this now
I know you to well
We're running backwards
Goodbye
I've had enough frustration
I won't get stuck
Goodbye
This dead end situation
Is just not worth my time
But waiting so frustrating
I'm so sick of
All this tension not to mention
I'm so sick of...
Sick of you"
P.S. Happy Halloween!
We headed up to Beth's party where there was 3 bands staying the night. They were all pretty dull, so we left.
We went to the safehouse, where Aaron and Ben took lots of pictures of my costume. And had me flash my ass (because they ♥ it
)
Now, Shell and I are going to meet Carlos at Denny's for some late night munchines, and then off to bed I go...
and then on to work to "sell my body" as Amory likes to put it. I thought "selling your body" constituted letting a guy penetrate you and cum all over your face or something? I mean, all I do is dance in front of a guy, and occasionally smile at them when my back isn't to them...
Shit they don't even see my gine. They see my boobs. There was a girl at safehouse tonight, and her costume was just a pair of vinyl shorts and nothing else. I gave her a dollar. Was she selling her body?
Ah se la vee. Just kind of ironic coming from someone who was in a smiliar line of work at a short time in their life also.
I'm uneducated too, even though when I was in the 5th grade, I tested for 9th grade math...and when I was a sophomore in high school, I scored the 99% top percentile of my school, and got free college classes courtesy of my school for "being smart." I guess I wouldn't expect much from a college drop out though. Most of them like to call everyone else uneducated considering partying, and getting fucked was more important than their education, oh and taking care of the little one.
I had a bad day earlier...and then I get these messages from some slut trying to get me rawled up...but yah know what? It's all good...because as she said, "I'm just waiting around for a guy who doesnt want me..." I'm pathetic already, right?
And this guy (Grant) who "doesnt want me" has sure done a hell of a lot in 3 months as a friend, then she has ever done for me in the 2 years of our friendship. When he said he would be there he was. When he said he was telling the truth, he really did. And when he made a commitment he stuck to it.
Oh well. Some THINGS JUST NEVER CHANGE!
********
"So what's the point of this now
I know you to well
We're running backwards
Goodbye
I've had enough frustration
I won't get stuck
Goodbye
This dead end situation
Is just not worth my time
But waiting so frustrating
I'm so sick of
All this tension not to mention
I'm so sick of...
Sick of you"
P.S. Happy Halloween!
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desert_monkey:
Sounds like a frustrating, but good, time. I hope all's well down there! Haven't heard from you since your mouth has been better......what's up? Selling your body/Showing your body - 2 different things.
godsmoker:
What happend to the "cock-tease" pussycat? Sounds like you had fun anyway. Good times.
Sounds like you had fun anyway. Good times.