the_libertine

been a while, eh?

So, it's almost the end of my school break. my school thinks it's great to have a break in february so we don't go down south and party with the miami crew... my school administration is clearly populated with bastards and kill joys.

*sigh*

still, this break was important. hard but important. I'm making choices for my future and the future is racing towards me. a like warp factor 10. yes, the geeks out there will say warp 10 is impossible but you ask my future what it thinks and you'll see that it doesn't care what Data or Geordi think.

*blush* ok, no more of that...

anyway...

so, the future's coming fast. grad school, moving, life in general, best friends that are crazy, close friends that are crazy, me that's crazy (well, you are, to a degree, your friends) and life that's crazy and me... I'm smiling like a maniac and saying, "is that all you got?"

its my future right? mine. and I want it. first comes grad school, then comes published works and then comes more published works and then comes crazy film deal, then comes torrid love affair with which ever starlet (male or female) is hot and not plagued with various stds which is cut short by my abrupt return to religion and then mired by some scandal involving some sex tape from when I was in my 20s... (note to self: you probably should melt those tapes... nah...)

basically, I'm saying this: I'm gonna make it. I'm frackin' scared (that's for my BSG peeps) but I'm also frackin' excited. I'm gonna make it and I'm gonna make it big. I'm smart. talented and fucking gifted. I just have to use those gifts... and you know what?

I am.

*drops mic on the floor a la Rabbit*