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Right, that's it. I've been smoking for about 14 years now, so today I say No more! Any support from fellow members would be most appreciated!

Thanks guys, and wish me luck wink

I've read up on this kind of thing, and I know you're supposed to look at the pros and cons of smoking, but I always end up over simplifying things, the list always...
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catiedid:
oh happiness!!! i was getting worried about you. blush sorry the hotel turned out so bad!

girlie weekend was excellent! horribly hungover yesterday. i'm not as young as i used to be...the hangovers are getting worse.

i want to make sure i post this before you disappear for the next few days. hurry back

kiss kiss
catiedid:
oh, how is the no smoking going?
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catiedid:
what is up with this weekend?!?! it seems to be shit for all my friends (i'm referring to your last journal) frown I hope today was a good day.

It is beautiful here. I spent most of the day outside and took my English friend to brunch for Mothering Day smile
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The sooner I'm out of this shit hole called a town the better.

I don't think I can deal with being shit on by my 'friends' anymore.
perversia:
Go to the group page and clcik on join this group. You'll then have to wait until Nic puts up the list of people who want to join in the group so we can vouch for you.
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From the dive down to the wet
Usually I fall, tell myself
It doesn't matter anyway
That this is just another day
I don't speak the truth too much
Hear the roars and the hush
And the cold chill of time
And I'm happy murderin' my mind

Oh I remember your voice
Turnin' around and around and around in my head
Now it's just like...
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catiedid:
it's FRIDAY!!! YIPEEE!!! whatever

any big plans for the weekend?
dollfac3:
He he thanks xxx
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Hmmmm........

I've just been dumped on from a lofty height from work. I'm not too pleased about that at all. But I'm back here all week until someone at work decides it's time to fuck with me again.

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hitmanjon:
Ack! hard luck mate... my jobs alrite,,, not that many people around that i have to talk to.... that sounds really anti-social but they we all in there mid 20's to early/mid 30's when i was born..... confused

Anyway, biggrin i love that guitar... hehe
I play as much stuff as i like, currently a shed load of Muse, simply coz i've been dying to play it on a real electric instead of my electro-acoustic, so I'm messing about with that sorta of thing at the mo

You play guitar?
catiedid:
WOW, that sounds like a lot of fun!!! 2 weeks paid in London!! Can I come too?!?! biggrin you don't like speaking in front of that many people? or you just don't like speaking in front of people at all?

no pimms today, we ate at this really cute sandwich place. i'm not sure anyone here knows what pimms are.
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Off to the other side of the country again tomorrow, all this travelling is starting to get to me a bit, I'm now clocking up about 1000 miles per week! No extra cash either frown But it does mean I get to hang out with some cool guys in Brighton smile

Not too much happened to me this week, just working and sleeping mainly! Oh, and running...
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catiedid:
goodness, i hope the woman that you are speaking about isn't the one you had the baby oil on your sheets issue with...that my friend would not be subtle!! wink biggrin i am the last one that should be giving any kind of advice about relationships. i hope she is able to get the hint without you having to break her heart too terribly.

i would feel awful if you bought a laptop just to chit chat with me, although extremely flattered blush kiss how much longer are you going to have to be away for most of the week?

i am off to dinner with friends tonight. should be fun. they are from England!! I love your accents! love someplace 1.5 hours north of London, North Hampstead, could that be right? I am an idiot when it comes to geography!

Have fun tonight!!! i miss talking to you. kiss
catiedid:
how did the rest of your weekend go? you leaving town again tomorrow?
kiss
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Back from three days of attempting to work on the other side of the country.
I did stay near Brighton though, which is a good thing. I got to see my tattooist, have a drink with her, and we ended up being extras in a movie! Terribly low budget affair, we had to do a mosh pit scene and I feel I acted appropriately stupidly!...
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catiedid:
you have the best stories!! can't wait to read the piercing story...and on my birthday, what a fantastic present! Story time with The Happy Pig!! kiss blush And, of course, you must post a pic of new hair cut. Catie likes pics of the Pig blush blush

btw, how did you come up with that name?

I hope you are having a great time out tonight!
catiedid:
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am laughing my ass off!!!!! Thank you for sharing the story. I needed to laugh today. You are the best. And I am looking forward to a "bad hair" pic blush kiss love

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Right! time to try and get out of this mess. I have to take some kind of direct action to stop feeling so shitty - thanks catiedid for indirectly spurring me on wink

I don't know what's gonna happen, but doing something has to be better than watching my life run away without me!


I had to spend two days in London this week, training for...
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sarcasticmenace:
Hey, I just saw your thread. How did the Valentine's Day thing work out? Hope you are doing well. kiss
catiedid:
What's up with the job thing? I thought it was going well. My job situation isn't going well either...but that is my own fault and completely self inflicted (wait was that redundant?)

When are you going to have more work done on your arm? Is it healing nicely? Scabs gone? I've never had anything that big done, does it take longer to heal...are these silly questions? I don't feel as if my mind is functioning properly today...Yeah! for being an extra in a movie. What movie?

Yes, you must get a laptop, or make your work put you up in nicer hotels that have computer centers for guest use. I miss you when you're gone blush

Any big plans for the weekend?
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career wise, things couldn't be better.

Personally, I'm a real mess at the moment. Things aren't going too well.
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catiedid:
don't apologize, i asked, you can rant to me any time!! kiss sorry your dinner turned out to be a head case. Chicks can be that way sometimes, unfortunately. And whats up with your friends?

I'm doing okay. A little in the dumps lately but nothing major. Feeling as if life is passing me by and I'm not making the most of it. I need a job. I would feel so much better with a job. This weekend, no big plans. If the weather works out, I might work in the garden a bit. That usually helps clear my head.
junko:
re: Things has been peaceful for me.

Obviously I don't know what's the matter, but I hope things clear up for you soon. <3 *kisses*