My step mom made an interesting observation today...
"I think you have split personalities. Yesterday you were all jokes and pranks, and today you're as serious as could be."
Though it was just a fun comment, and I put no stock into it...I do believe I am one to have some drastic mood/behavior differences. I notice them, they're not so easy to miss. It's not like I'm bipolar...laughing, and then crying. No, I don't snap...it's less dramatic.
I click.
I guess that's the best way to put it. One minute I'm the center of attention, a modest crowd gathered around focusing on the next late time talk show host and his monologue of witty banter and bullshit (complete exagerration...but, I'm hoping you all knew that). The next moment I want to be completely and utterly alone with myself...This leads to a need for attention and a realization that I couldn't live as a complete hermit. Things cycle through again and again...sometimes taking hours, sometimes taking weeks.
But then again...maybe I'm just analyzing something that isn't there. Either way, it's interesting to me. I enjoy it. Makes me interesting, even if only to myself.
Eerie thoughts aside. I busted my ass hard tonight. I was saying by to the girl and picked her up, took a few steps back, and found my footing gone when a basketball goal caught me off balance. The pair of us tumbled to the ground...her laughing, and me with a more than confused look on my face.
"Thanks for telling me there was a basketball goal there."
Watched Se7en tonight...Yes, for the first time. I know, I suck. I liked it, alot.
Everything with school is in order. Everything with work is in order. Everything with the girl is in order. Everything with...well...life, is getting in order. We'll see where this takes me.
Mmm...Bruschetta Chicken Pasta...What a way to end the day.
"I think you have split personalities. Yesterday you were all jokes and pranks, and today you're as serious as could be."
Though it was just a fun comment, and I put no stock into it...I do believe I am one to have some drastic mood/behavior differences. I notice them, they're not so easy to miss. It's not like I'm bipolar...laughing, and then crying. No, I don't snap...it's less dramatic.
I click.
I guess that's the best way to put it. One minute I'm the center of attention, a modest crowd gathered around focusing on the next late time talk show host and his monologue of witty banter and bullshit (complete exagerration...but, I'm hoping you all knew that). The next moment I want to be completely and utterly alone with myself...This leads to a need for attention and a realization that I couldn't live as a complete hermit. Things cycle through again and again...sometimes taking hours, sometimes taking weeks.
But then again...maybe I'm just analyzing something that isn't there. Either way, it's interesting to me. I enjoy it. Makes me interesting, even if only to myself.
Eerie thoughts aside. I busted my ass hard tonight. I was saying by to the girl and picked her up, took a few steps back, and found my footing gone when a basketball goal caught me off balance. The pair of us tumbled to the ground...her laughing, and me with a more than confused look on my face.
"Thanks for telling me there was a basketball goal there."
Watched Se7en tonight...Yes, for the first time. I know, I suck. I liked it, alot.
Everything with school is in order. Everything with work is in order. Everything with the girl is in order. Everything with...well...life, is getting in order. We'll see where this takes me.
Mmm...Bruschetta Chicken Pasta...What a way to end the day.
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raedyn:
yeah the S was starting to piss me off... plus i like to keep you all on your toes...or whatever. BTW we are doing the new Leng Tch`e on vinyl BAZING!
fuck:
