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the_deacon

Small town Pennsylvania

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Monday May 11, 2009

May 11, 2009
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Well I need to redesign my life right now. It is intact yet but unstable thanks to the latest female blast to hit. She has taken a toll on me as none before. I truly feel my lowest ever right now due to what she has, did, and tried to do to me overall.

She is truly an ugly person inside. And she was never that way before she started drugs. I lost what i had but cannot risk myself to try and fix something i can't fix. I am hopeless and helpless right now.

I really feel horrible.. last night was worse and I am only a tad better tonight...very low point. frown
laceyk:
I am sorry.
May 12, 2009
dazed11:
I hate to hear that....She does'nt deserve you and things will get better I just know. And thanks for keeping check on me when I was going thru a rough time.......Much Luvs to you....
May 13, 2009

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