It's been a couple days... so new entry.

So I've been having one of those weeks. You ever get the feeling like suddenly you're watching your entire life from a 3rd person perspective. And Suddenly you're realizing again how fucked up everything has gotten.

I'm noticing how fucking boring my job has become, and realizing that even though everyone loves me there, I'm not going to really go anywhere with it. My school has been kinda screwed up lately too, I've changed majors about 12 times, I just can seem to stick to anything for very long. I'm stuck back living at home. Can't afford to move out, because the previously mentioned job that I'm not going anywhere in isn't paying enough. My school schedule makes it hard to get a new job, not much avaliable time.

Don't mean to be bitchy, but I'm annoyed by it right now. On top of it all I still live in Dallas, and it's so time to move. This place is so boring,


Well on a lighter note, despite what I said about the college thing, one of my friends is a mentor for the CIA, and he is going to write me a letter of recommendation so I can go to the CIA. NEW YORK next Fall!

And i like this smiley, .