thatsjustodd

Been thinking to myself about a few things lately (OMG, wtf mate...you can't be serious)...

I've had a few friends talk to me, a few mates at work and generally ranting out loud to be able to get things straight in my head and I've been questioning my reasons for moving. While it is true that I deffinately want a new place, more then likely in a new city the thing that truly comes into question is the timing of it all. Considering my break up and things going a bit haywire for me, I'm starting to wonder if the sudden wanderlust isn't motivated by grief and a sense of wanting to 'shed skin' so to speak in order to grow apart from the pain.

Truthfully, I've got a pretty sweet deal where I am at the moment and truthfully it's not really benifical for anyone for me to move out tand live on my own like I've been planning. Plus I'm too much of a social creature, I always need to be talking or doing something with someone and me being solo would just drive me bonkers. Well, I think of it as a good thing that I must be moving on if I'm thnking rationally about emotions instead of just going with them.


I really am a happy chappy normally guys. Seriously, you'll get more happy updates soon instead of this mopey shit