I'm increasingly aware that I have more resilience than is good for me. I weather compulsions, conceptualizations, aspirations, and epiphanies constantly. Why can't I just reach a fucking breaking point for once? How can I stand my state of existence in the face of my potential?
I think the sad truth is that it comes down to distraction and procrastination. Aye, there's the rub. That,...
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I think the sad truth is that it comes down to distraction and procrastination. Aye, there's the rub. That,...
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obsidity:
Thank you love, I just did that today.
I am pretty proud of it, myself. Though I would like to do...somthing more to it.
I wish you had been able to go, too. But I won't be around for a while so we will have to get together when I get back...
I may still be able to go to decom, and you should go if you can.
even if you didn't get out to the playa, you need to decompress!!
I am pretty proud of it, myself. Though I would like to do...somthing more to it.
I wish you had been able to go, too. But I won't be around for a while so we will have to get together when I get back...
I may still be able to go to decom, and you should go if you can.
even if you didn't get out to the playa, you need to decompress!!
volkov:
heya there man. hope things are goin well.
take care
v
take care
v
it's a grand world, yes indeed. must explore more.
Good times this week, although it's all leaving me pretty exhausted. I'd rather be tired than bored anytime though.
Good times this week, although it's all leaving me pretty exhausted. I'd rather be tired than bored anytime though.
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heckahella:
Tell me about it.
skott:
Thanks for the Birthday wishes Yo. 1 week til Amy's, 2 weeks til Pat's...It's like birthdays are in season or something! 
Somehow, after my excessively good evening at the speakeasily (Great Show!), and my excessively good time hanging out with stinkytrunks and tegan afterward, and my excessively drunken state upon getting home, I still managed to have a clear enough head to suddenly realize, "Wait, that conference call was at 9 in the morning, not 10. Fuck."
hangover wednesday. it's been pretty good considering though.
The...
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hangover wednesday. it's been pretty good considering though.
The...
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coco:
oh man. how can i be hungover from two drinks?!?!?!
holly:
that sucks you had to run off to work. bullshit. you totally missed out on me going from normal/tame to out of my mind wasted dancing.
no longer sick.... but now I'm tipsy and at work... at 11:05 at night. how messed up is that.
SuMo was fun... sorry if you missed it.
Everything rocks... even though I'm at work. I'll be done soon though, and then......
da da da dum! Sleep!
okay, so it's not very exciting. but it seems like it at the moment.
yah.
SuMo was fun... sorry if you missed it.
Everything rocks... even though I'm at work. I'll be done soon though, and then......
da da da dum! Sleep!
okay, so it's not very exciting. but it seems like it at the moment.
yah.
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jj_r0x0rz:
yay no longer sick! are you going to the aquarium thing?
miffy:
i will, i'll get it soon enough. 
well, I am indeed sick.
nothing like gut wrenching in the morning.
I'm better now, but still not well... stayed home today.
On the plus side, I got to spend some time with the kitties... of course, being nauseous and having a cat walking on your head isn't the most pleasant thing.
okay... going back to sleep.
nothing like gut wrenching in the morning.
I'm better now, but still not well... stayed home today.
On the plus side, I got to spend some time with the kitties... of course, being nauseous and having a cat walking on your head isn't the most pleasant thing.
okay... going back to sleep.
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morgan:
I'm not actually vegan, not because of any political thing but because I'm already anemic and sick more often than I should be, and most doctors have recommended that for the good of my heart and health in general I should eat animal products every once in a while. 
fuchsia:
i had fun yesterday, and as for the , i'm better now... see you at sumo tonight?
, i'm better now... see you at sumo tonight? got back last night. working since then... tired as hell and feel sick, going to sleep.
will respond to comments soon.
p.s. CO was fun, and Skott rocks.
will respond to comments soon.
p.s. CO was fun, and Skott rocks.
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yonderboy:
hello
faseplant:
Yeah, sorry you missed the show too. It was good times! Next time? Might be at the Parkside...
tonight, pack. tomorrow, off to colorado for the weekend.
I am in a seriously strange state of mind... simultaneously happy, tired, stressed, introspective, unsatisfied, motivated, and wanting to create. It's kind of bizarre.
it's definitely time that I move back toward my standard of an art/music centric life... I love the partying, and having some simple good times was one of the main reasons I...
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I am in a seriously strange state of mind... simultaneously happy, tired, stressed, introspective, unsatisfied, motivated, and wanting to create. It's kind of bizarre.
it's definitely time that I move back toward my standard of an art/music centric life... I love the partying, and having some simple good times was one of the main reasons I...
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retroactivwe:
Kind of a strange thing to leave in a journal, but while I think of it that Asain grocery near me has seitan in a can.
sixsixty:
hey, don't know if this will interest you or not, but.. i've been meaning to print out my digital photos that i take with the camera we both have. and i was going to buy a silly nice printer. anyway. cut to the point. i just went to walgreens by my work(i assume any walgreens will do that has a photo lab). yeah yeah. so i took about 40 images that i wanted to print, touched them up a bit if they needed it in photoshop. put them on a cd-r and took them to walgreens. popped it in the machine. said 2 copies each. and in 10 minutes the guy brings me 80 photo quality prints. amazing quality. on fujifilm paper. awesome. every one came out great, and most of them you really really can't tell it's not a regular print. so 80 prints. was $20. $.29 each. so yeah. i just wanted to let you know since we have the same camera. pretty good deal. you can even bring in your images on the sony card.
ok. thats all.
bye.
ok. thats all.
bye.
yellow submarine maketh my brain strange.
ryan:
too short of naps make my brain strange when i wake up... 
the flight is booked... the plan is made. i will be there friday the 1st-monday the 4th (i leave in the am so i don't miss school that nite)...
and i think i have found a way to get my financial aid before i come down so i can buy you some beers...
yay. i can't wait. make sure you save a big hug for me.
the flight is booked... the plan is made. i will be there friday the 1st-monday the 4th (i leave in the am so i don't miss school that nite)...
and i think i have found a way to get my financial aid before i come down so i can buy you some beers...
yay. i can't wait. make sure you save a big hug for me.
nevermind that.
p.s. I'm fine
p.s. I'm fine
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skott:
What up yo? Haven't heard from you lately. I'm assuming you'll be in town this weekend. Staying here or elsewhere?
juliana:
it's true what punt says.
what happened? i missed something important.
what happened? i missed something important.
oh my address is
LCPL Anderson
B 1/23 3rd PLT
unit 41904
FPO AP 96426
don't really NEEd anything at the moment but I'm missing good music.
take care man!
v