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I want to draw, but I'm behind at work and have a ton of shit that I need to get done tonight. I hate it when those two things happen at the same time.

feeling very trapped by responsibilities at the moment... argh.

so I'm almost at a cusp where I need to make a decision between continuing with an art director position that gives...
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sixsixty:
i guess it depends on the paycut huh?
sixsixty:
smokescreen was never a "specific" brand car. he was always a race car, not sure if he was a rally car. but the new line of toys called alternators. they take the original transformers and make them into real world licensed cars.

yeah tuff call on the job. what is the company's feelings either way. would they highly prefer you in one or the other position. or does it not matter that much to them, just as long as you are in one or the other?
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triple A fucking weekend. hell, it even started thursday.

THURS: SGSF pre-burlesque, SG burlesque, post-burlesque at Hemlock

FRI: San Jose SG-Burlesque (and long drive home, but damned well worth it).

SAT: Leisurely morning, reading, then went to tree burning (massive freaking fire) with obsidity smile

SUN: Brunch with coco, lambretta_sf, juliana and her beau, where we were tended to by the lovely, talented, and fucking kickass...
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idoru:
awww, what a sweet offer! but i just put my check in the bank and i think i can afford it.
again though, you're the sweetest! kiss
coco:
Yeah, I definitely will be looking for a similar job. I doubt you know anyone in the salon industry....?
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spent the evening with those kickass SGSJ kids last night... fun smile

Sloe fucking rocks, and anyone who hasn't seen them needs to (and no, I'm not schmoozing to get access to the man-tits punt and muller wink ) They know how to write some good fucking music and then rock it the fuck out smile

I have to say the san jose burlesque show was much better...
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holly:
only once..hm but who is keeping track. actually my portfolio (for the most part) is in the photography group if you really are interested. yea i got the bug, now i just gotta figure out what to do and especially HOW to do it.

so glad you came in today...thanks that rules. sorry i couldnt hang out. sucks. but it was still great to have you all there.

holly:
awww you're a sweetheart.

i did a whole photo series of 10 photos (16/20) of women and men kinda cut off in the background...i dunno had a lot ot do with how i felt aobut relationships and the power struggle within them. glad you got to see some stuff of mind, they look like shit scanned and put on the ol' net.

you're awesome...ok i gotta go to bed...so much for that "just one drink"
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okay, that was a lot of fun.

but now work REALLY sucks.

more fun tonight though biggrin with the (soon to be maybe) SGSJ kids.
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thatmikeguy:
damnit part 8

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scootershitstorm:
supercool man, honored.
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new photos in pics.

need to get the ones that I took at the SGXMAS party in... although I didn't actually have that many good ones. I always hate taking flash pictures, so my party pics don't always turn out wink

thursday and friday are going to be one long ass party with a day of work in the middle... should be interesting.

I have the...
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obsidity:
yeah, I like her stuff too.
coco:
Hey, are we going with kennyg for sure tomorrow to SJ?
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that was insanity.

CA to KY to AL to KY to CA to CO to CA

ridiculous. fun, but ridiculous. I've been gone so long I almost forgot which floor I lived on.

I need to catch up on here, but I can't do much tonight because I have some work to get done before I can go back to the office tomorrow.

going to...
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obsidity:
yeah! I am back tomorrow night...so yes I will be around and ready to party SF stylee!
(I have no idea what that means, btw)
glad you liked the joke!
obsidity:
sounds good. Thank you...I can pay you back eventually...
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unbelievably giant shit-tons of stuff to get done before I can hop on a plane tomorrow morning for, yes, Kentucky. I'm DEFINITELY going to miss the city once I get to KY... ouch.

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starisea:
Kentucky? I have to make the family trek to Wyoming sometime this year. Gah! So agreeing with bombshellbetty regarding the places one has left for a reason. wink

Anywhoo . . . sorry that it has taken me ages to respond. The evil flu and the holiday whirl left me quite a lot of catching up to do.

Thanks for the info on your photography. It is really, really amazing. I just got a canon S5, which is pretty neat, but I still need more practice and time to experiment. I'm going to have to try more time lapse stuff. Do you use a tripod? I shake way too much, (stupid coffee addiction!) so even quick snap shots sometimes come out all blurry. Bleah!

Your post about finding meaning and passion in the every day really spoke to my spirit. It's such a challenge to keep moving forward with an eager heart and mind sometimes, but it's those rarified and glorious moments that provides the amazing counterpoint to the dull and meaningless.

Blah, blah, blah . . . lately, I have been thinking about change, adaptation, being unafraid to identify completely with what one truly loves and how deep passion can bring one's life into such sharp focus, so please forgive my existential blah blah.

Hope to share some more regarding photography in the future.

Namaste . . .

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juliana:
hurry home!
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party. mmmmm.....

Time to fall on arse/ice. I'm going to guess that drinking before skating will not end up good wink
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juliana:
ok. do you want to post a thread on the 11th, or should i?
juliana:
Me am DOWN widdit.

Post away, mein freunde!
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new drawing... not done, but just wanted to put a snap of it up. Okay, so mostly I just wanted to have pictures in my journal like all the cool people.

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juliana:
LOL@!

ok, so we'll both be screaming little prissies on the ice. fucking WHAT.
juliana:
LOL@!

ok, so we'll both be screaming little prissies on the ice. fucking WHAT.
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I've been for a LONG walk. Thoughts that crossed my mind:

What would we be like without perpetual fear? There were two girls running down the sidewalk playing, and their mother said to me, "Can you imagine them in NY city? I'm going to have to get them lessons in Karate though, they'll have to be black belts before I can let them loose." Even...
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obsidity:
I might just have to come out as a porn addict. or at least a talking to people I meet on porn sites addict. I am too lazy to sweep the trail clean...
lil_tuffy:
top secret software for the gov't