Well, I went to the doctor, and my shoulder painis not bursitis, it's muscular spasms, which my doc seems to think is edging him toward a fibromyalgia diagnosis. I'm in a hell of a lot of pain today, between my shoulder not working right -- if I reach up with my left hand to push my hair back, the muscles spasm and throw my arm around and my hand smacks back onto the table -- and my goddamn knee. Sean woke me up early -- I had to go with him to cash our Child Tax Credit check, since it has both our names on it, and I could barely get out of bed.
After we cashed the check, I had him stop at Wal-Mart to get me one of those canes with the four little feet on the bottom, so I can use it to lever myself up and down out of chairs. It's kind of humiliating, but I don't know what else to do.
Anyway, I'm sitting here waiting for my smoking guy to call me again. I got upset last night because I logged on and got a call from a guy I'd been e-mailing with about a cuckold fantasy -- this guy had me seeing $$$ in my eyes, because he wanted to talk for an hour or so. But then I didn't get the call when it was supposed to be coming through -- come to find out my dear hubby forgot to pay the phone bill! Not only is Cuckold Guy probably not going to trust me now, since I said I'd be on and wasn't, but I got a -2 on my feedback on that listing for dropping a call.
The phone is fixed now, and that listing didn't have any feedback on it anyway, so I could delete it without losing anything, but still...I may have lost a really good regular customer. I had him pegged totally on his fantasy when we e-mailed, and I SO had him on the hook.
I'm just pissed off, and sore all over, and hot from riding around town in a car with no a/c while we ran errands. I'm going to wait till 12:45PM for Smoking Boy to call, and if he doesn't, I'm going to log off and take a nice shower and take some muscle relaxants.
After we cashed the check, I had him stop at Wal-Mart to get me one of those canes with the four little feet on the bottom, so I can use it to lever myself up and down out of chairs. It's kind of humiliating, but I don't know what else to do.
Anyway, I'm sitting here waiting for my smoking guy to call me again. I got upset last night because I logged on and got a call from a guy I'd been e-mailing with about a cuckold fantasy -- this guy had me seeing $$$ in my eyes, because he wanted to talk for an hour or so. But then I didn't get the call when it was supposed to be coming through -- come to find out my dear hubby forgot to pay the phone bill! Not only is Cuckold Guy probably not going to trust me now, since I said I'd be on and wasn't, but I got a -2 on my feedback on that listing for dropping a call.
The phone is fixed now, and that listing didn't have any feedback on it anyway, so I could delete it without losing anything, but still...I may have lost a really good regular customer. I had him pegged totally on his fantasy when we e-mailed, and I SO had him on the hook.
I'm just pissed off, and sore all over, and hot from riding around town in a car with no a/c while we ran errands. I'm going to wait till 12:45PM for Smoking Boy to call, and if he doesn't, I'm going to log off and take a nice shower and take some muscle relaxants.
i really hope you feel better!!!