There was some kind of monumental mix-up about my bloodtests and EKG, and the anesthesiologist will not approve me for surgery tomorrow. I have to talk to my gyn's office tomorrow to reschedule my surgery, but Goddess knows when that will be...and in a way, it's for the best, since it turned out today that my husband's paperwork for his time off didn't go through,...
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I'm going to be going grey in a few days -- we're pretty broke and I can't afford to pay my membership fee. If anyone wants to e-mail me, you can e-mail me at hotbbwliz48dd[removethis]@yahoo.com
(Psst -- take out the [removethis] so my e-mail addy will work. I hate spam, dammit!)
I may not be up to answering e-mails for quite a while, since my...
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(Psst -- take out the [removethis] so my e-mail addy will work. I hate spam, dammit!)
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thelibra:
good luck and speedy healing babe! xo
sakita:
good luck on the surgery
i hope your recovery time is short and sweet and healthy
:hugs:
i hope your recovery time is short and sweet and healthy
:hugs:
Eleven days until surgery. Making slow progress on getting the house cleaned up...there'd been a pile of laundry on the living room couch (a couch I can't sit on, by the way -- it's too low, and I need help to haul myself up out of its cushy embrace) so I got Mara to fold the clothes while she watched TV. I also gave the...
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Two weeks until surgery. I'm hurting tonight, and don't really want to be awake. However, I'm on this weird schedule of sleeping for five hours, being awake for six, and sleeping for five hours again, so there isn't much I can do. When I get sleepy, I pretty much pass out. I feel like a horrible mother because my daughter isn't seeing much of me,...
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thelibra:
*hands you some percocet*
Pain BAD! GO AWAY!
No, seriously, I hope things get better for you (or at least subside!) sooner than the surgery. My dad goes under the knife (not for a hysterectomy...but, you get my drift LOL) on 1/21...tis the season to be cut open, I guess. xo
Pain BAD! GO AWAY!
No, seriously, I hope things get better for you (or at least subside!) sooner than the surgery. My dad goes under the knife (not for a hysterectomy...but, you get my drift LOL) on 1/21...tis the season to be cut open, I guess. xo
I need to get off my ass and clean my house. My surgery is in 16 days, and my house looks like some unholy combination of the Barbie section at Wal*Mart and an overfilled dumpster fermented and then exploded.
I want a nice clean house to come home and suffer in. I want a nice clean bathroom and a bed that does not have a...
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I want a nice clean house to come home and suffer in. I want a nice clean bathroom and a bed that does not have a...
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varzadium:
Heh.. no I was only joking. I have a sarcastic sense of humor sometimes, sorry if I gave you the wrong idea. And apprently I can't spell today either.
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[Edited on Jan 11, 2004 10:01AM]
twwly:
rad desktop! thanks hunny!
I had a horrible dream this afternoon when I took a nap...and all I ever seem to do lately is sleep. In the dream, I was walking around this huge hall filled with people, carrying a dead baby (in the dream, I knew it was my own child) in my arms. My family and friends were with me, and we were waiting our turn for...
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varzadium:
I was going to say the guy sitting at the table was me, but that would be kinda mean. have a good night !
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thelibra:
*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*hugs*
i truly hope you feel better in a very short amount of time following your procedure. it sounds as if you are going through absolute hell right now, i feel so bad for you.
if it makes you feel better, i think you look great in your profile picture.
i truly hope you feel better in a very short amount of time following your procedure. it sounds as if you are going through absolute hell right now, i feel so bad for you.
if it makes you feel better, i think you look great in your profile picture.
More updates on my condition...my gyn told me today, jokingly, to behave and stop having such fucking bizarre symptoms. See, for the last few weeks, I've had hideous, magnificently itchy, burning, supperating, horrible hives. I look like a plague victim.
They got really bad over the holidays...at least once a day I break down crying and screaming, scratching and clawing at my body like a...
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They got really bad over the holidays...at least once a day I break down crying and screaming, scratching and clawing at my body like a...
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I had my pre-op appointment today. In some ways, it helped to talk about all of the specifics with my gyn, and in other ways, it scared me absolutely shitless.
We talked about how I'll get a pain med pump the day of surgery, to mainline demerol to my little heart's content (v. v. good), and about how I'll need to kepp a catheter for...
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We talked about how I'll get a pain med pump the day of surgery, to mainline demerol to my little heart's content (v. v. good), and about how I'll need to kepp a catheter for...
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anderswolleck:
i hope things went well. Your surgeon sounds really nice. Please write to say things are ok but they of course will be ok anyway 
rumpusparable:
good luck hon!
made me a little dizzy reading about it, so i can imagine it wasn't pleasant hearing details from the gyn.
but, sounds like she's pretty darn a-ok! good doc it seems, caring.
best wishes on the surgery and healing. hope demerol does for you what it did for me the first time -i don't remember the first three days of using it.... and i was only on the pill form, not i.v.
good thoughts!
made me a little dizzy reading about it, so i can imagine it wasn't pleasant hearing details from the gyn.
but, sounds like she's pretty darn a-ok! good doc it seems, caring.
best wishes on the surgery and healing. hope demerol does for you what it did for me the first time -i don't remember the first three days of using it.... and i was only on the pill form, not i.v.
good thoughts!
I'm really tired and listless these days. I haven't even made a move toward putting the Christmas tree up whatsoever. I can't concentrate. I find myself watching the most vapid, intellectually-bankrupt tripe possible on television (for example, the VH1 special last night on stars spending big bucks on all kinds of stupid crap) and I just cannot pull myself away.
I'm not bleeding or cramping,...
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varzadium:
hi. You seem pretty cool. Please add me as your friend.
delilahb:
me too, me too. Damn this stupid cold.
I'M BACK! Sorry I disappeared like that. I'm really really sick, and right about the time things got hairy for me health-wise, my membership went expiry on me and I didn't have the time or the energy to fix it.
Anyway. I'm scheduled for a total abdominal hysterectomy on Jan. 27th, and the days can't pass by fast enough. I've been bleeding for the last...
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Anyway. I'm scheduled for a total abdominal hysterectomy on Jan. 27th, and the days can't pass by fast enough. I've been bleeding for the last...
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tarbaby:
haha-you already applied!
siv:
welcome backkkkk! i totally understand your reasons for zee hyst, especially as i am a fellow endometri-ite. ;P i hope it makes you feel 110 percent better. 
Went to the doctor today. Have I ever mentioned I think my gyno is, like, the neatest lady EVER? She knows about my lifestyle (as in poly) and about my work (as in BBW netporn and phonesex) and about my various body mods (as in hood piercing) and doesn't make value judgements about ANY of it. Plus, she treats me like an actual intelligent human...
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rumpusparable:
awesome gyn! i've been being a very bad little Rumpus in not even getting my annual this year because i have no option besides military gyns... and they scare me.
god, i hope the biopsy comes out fine and you just need a little hormone tweak. i hate to think of having something inserted through my cervix... hey, maybe it won't be so bad since it's been used before, at least in the other direction?
god, i hope the biopsy comes out fine and you just need a little hormone tweak. i hate to think of having something inserted through my cervix... hey, maybe it won't be so bad since it's been used before, at least in the other direction?
tarbaby:
BABY! YOU'RE BACK!!!!!
I'm not sure at all about what's going on with me and my (sorta) girlfriend. Yes, I broke up with her, but she -- surprise, surprise! -- never listened to the voicemail where I said I was breaking up with her.
She called me three days ago, full of apologies and reasons why she hasn't called, and when I let her know how I was...
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She called me three days ago, full of apologies and reasons why she hasn't called, and when I let her know how I was...
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