need to lose weight.
Buying gym membership friday.
MUST.
I want to be 130 again.
Not 136. EW.
Buying gym membership friday.
MUST.
I want to be 130 again.
Not 136. EW.
well well well..
awoken by SUBWAY ringing it's head off on my cell phone at noon.
"Can you come in as soon as possible??"
I'm supposed to work at 4. 4-9 with a question mark, which means i'll likely be there until 11:30. So, THAT is 6.5 hours as is, but now.. NOW.. i'm going in for 1, ONE !! ONE UNTIL MOSTLIKELY ELEVEN!!!
PLEASE,...
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awoken by SUBWAY ringing it's head off on my cell phone at noon.
"Can you come in as soon as possible??"
I'm supposed to work at 4. 4-9 with a question mark, which means i'll likely be there until 11:30. So, THAT is 6.5 hours as is, but now.. NOW.. i'm going in for 1, ONE !! ONE UNTIL MOSTLIKELY ELEVEN!!!
PLEASE,...
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paulnikon:
Sandwich Artist. Impressive.
obijonk:
errr... im sorry you had to work a long long day hun, but isnt from 1 till 11:30 10.5 hours? meh. Jon x
Well hello 
I just finished two 5-1am closes and i have tomorrow off and i am so incredibly happy!
Debbie is just a riot, i LOVE LOVE LOVE working with her. The crush no longer exists. only like a tiny lil smidgen. tiny, really. I'd just like to kiss her. on a dare. hahaha
georgia's my lady. I love her to bits i just WISH...
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I just finished two 5-1am closes
and i have tomorrow off and i am so incredibly happy!
Debbie is just a riot, i LOVE LOVE LOVE working with her. The crush no longer exists. only like a tiny lil smidgen. tiny, really. I'd just like to kiss her. on a dare. hahaha
georgia's my lady. I love her to bits
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swen:
I knew you could work this out. But you were really quick about it. Very good. I'm proud of you.
swen
swen
tadzi:
im glad you worked that out.
ive seen enough broken hearts in the last week already
ive seen enough broken hearts in the last week already
So i've decided that i'm being stupid.
We're here for a good time-- not a long time and there's no point in being all depressed and sobbing all the time.
I've got to cheer up and stop assuming things and making things up.
Perhaps i have some sort of chemical imbalance? Personally, to me it seems as if i am manic depressive.. i've suspected this...
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We're here for a good time-- not a long time and there's no point in being all depressed and sobbing all the time.
I've got to cheer up and stop assuming things and making things up.
Perhaps i have some sort of chemical imbalance? Personally, to me it seems as if i am manic depressive.. i've suspected this...
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swen:
You're not stupid. How you feel has nothing to do with intelligence. But it's absolutely a good idea to try to cheer up. Try and keep that up.
I don't think you suffer from a bipolar mood disorder. You're just very sensitive and experience changes in mood more severe than others. That's quite different.
In other news: You're cute and adorable.
Take care,
swen
I don't think you suffer from a bipolar mood disorder. You're just very sensitive and experience changes in mood more severe than others. That's quite different.
In other news: You're cute and adorable.
Take care,
swen
fenris23:
You are right there is no point in being unhappy!
I feel like i've lost everyone..
I think i'm having some sort of anxiety attack.. I can't stop crying.. i'm so fucking depressed
I just want to be happy all the time like everyone else..
I dont want to grow apart.. i want her to love me like she used to..why do i always fuck things up?
one of these days i'm gonna fuck up...
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I think i'm having some sort of anxiety attack.. I can't stop crying.. i'm so fucking depressed
I just want to be happy all the time like everyone else..
I dont want to grow apart.. i want her to love me like she used to..why do i always fuck things up?
one of these days i'm gonna fuck up...
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violenttortoise:
Don't hate yourself... you have pretty hands.
fenris23:
Don't talk like this! If you don't brighten up soon I am going to start throwing parent-style cliches at you!
Until then *huuuuug*
Until then *huuuuug*
I'm really bad.
I'm so bad.
I dont know how this happened..
and why?
This is bad.
capital B.
capital A.
capital D.
ahh fack.
okay, i've been dating my girlfriend for a little over a year and 8 months. We're good.
But i have this coworker (previously mentioned in other journals) Debbie.. and.. i think she's SOOO COOOL. Like, have NEVER EVER laughed so...
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I'm so bad.
I dont know how this happened..
and why?
This is bad.
capital B.
capital A.
capital D.
ahh fack.
okay, i've been dating my girlfriend for a little over a year and 8 months. We're good.
But i have this coworker (previously mentioned in other journals) Debbie.. and.. i think she's SOOO COOOL. Like, have NEVER EVER laughed so...
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delilah_banks:
It's okay. Not BAD. BAD is not caring about anyone. Therefore, I'm BAD.
kayla_:
its not bad. it's ok.
you have a few choices.
tell ashley and debbie it was a mistake. never happen again. etc.
tell debbie it was a mistake and say nothing to ashley.
i don't know your relationship so i don't know which is better for you.
best of luck though sweetie.
you have a few choices.
tell ashley and debbie it was a mistake. never happen again. etc.
tell debbie it was a mistake and say nothing to ashley.
i don't know your relationship so i don't know which is better for you.
best of luck though sweetie.I went to PEI the other day it was suprisingly fun and refreshing. It felt good to finally have a little vacation-- cause thats' what i'm supposed to be doing during the summer months :\ I found this store, this amazing little store with skateboards and stickers and clothing (all i cared about was the clothing) and they had "FINE" clothing.. like "French Kitty" stuff!...
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it was suprisingly fun and refreshing. It felt good to finally have a little vacation-- cause thats' what i'm supposed to be doing during the summer months :\ I found this store, this amazing little store with skateboards and stickers and clothing (all i cared about was the clothing) and they had "FINE" clothing.. like "French Kitty" stuff!... Read More
delilah_banks:
Yay for new sparkly shirts. I just went on a major shopping spree and bought my bright pink Converse...ah...I'm in love. Shopping=me happy.
salalallaalalla i drank with debie and heather tonight..infact,.."M STILL SMASDHES! yayayayyyayi was suppose dto go to the bard byut they declined me cause i' only 18! yayaayya IIPS@! MY BAD!
i LOVE debbie and heater! i hopoe they liike me! her feriend with the 8s bangs wqs really cool! and the swiss cheese craxkers!! tyatyayayay YORW INSPECTING MY FONTS!hahaahaha
i hate my gd when i;'m...
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i LOVE debbie and heater! i hopoe they liike me! her feriend with the 8s bangs wqs really cool! and the swiss cheese craxkers!! tyatyayayay YORW INSPECTING MY FONTS!hahaahaha
i hate my gd when i;'m...
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toxickiss:
that was probably the drunkdedest entry I ever saw in my life! I love it! Glad to see you had fun.
*koz*
*koz*
toxickiss:
P.S. You are incredibly HOT! 
just figured Id let you know...heh heh.
just figured Id let you know...heh heh.
sooo.. i just got off work, 4-7pm and i was working with Debbie, my FAV co-worker of all time. She's just super duper coolie. I've always wanted to chill out with her and since we both have saturday off she asked me to go drinking with her and Heather! needless to say, i said yes with extreme enthusiiasm!
Speaking of Heather.. haha.. and my inkling...
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Speaking of Heather.. haha.. and my inkling...
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paleenchantress:
i love your pics !
xoxoxo
!
xoxoxo
well.. today is my day off. I went to the beach with my girlfriend for an hour earlier in the day.. it's really really hot out
i'm going to my friends house soon to watch movies..
Georgia is going away for 3 days.. :'( and i wont be able to talk to her. oh well, good change to do some chillin time with my friends!...
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i'm going to my friends house soon to watch movies..
Georgia is going away for 3 days.. :'( and i wont be able to talk to her. oh well, good change to do some chillin time with my friends!...
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swen:
Very nice new profile-pic. I hope you enjoied your day off. Happy chilling!
swen
-life is sweet once you got past the bitter shell-
swen
-life is sweet once you got past the bitter shell-
fenris23:
I like the new profile pic as well. Yay for days off! Yay for the beach. Yay for something else!
youre hot.
deal with it
But since you seem to already decided on losing them, good luck, you'll make it! Do the gym-thing but don't forget to eat healthy food. I don't want to hear you're getting sick...
Take care,
swen