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I just ate KD and rice. I wish it was an apple and carrotts. I feel so gross, all i eat is refined carbohydrates.
Bread, KD, Rice, chips. BLECH. I'm craving apples and carrots and turnip and cabbage and ornages and radishes!

VEGGIES VEGGIES.
FRUIT FRUIT FRUIT.

WTF^^ Fur is FASHIONABLE? this is what my local news is telling me! *twitches angerly* Even at Winners,...
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autrix:
I LOVE YOU! AWESOME AWEOSOIMEOP SOFIODSAIFOSDAF JAOWJFEIK DSNFAISKD NFMI
lipservicejen:
i understand.
i used to be veggie too, but the dr made me quit . . . i have other health stuff that led to his decision . . . and yes i took supplements and vitamins!
now i eat as little as i can get by with. i can not stand hunting or fur . . . sick sick sick
and i am now going to go get an apple and peanut butter for din-din!
thanks for the crave!
bbkisses kiss
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yeah.

i'm kinda feeling depressed again. like i really wouldn't care if i died. meh, who cares? No point to life anyways, i'm failing, i hate everything, people suck, and so do i.
so la tee dah.
I almost broke down getting a sub at subway. my coworker told me my ex has an 'internet friend', also, my job is going down the hole. i...
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maladjusted:
Yah dont want to be doing anything silly like offing yourself ...take it from me, Tried-Failed wasint a pretty sight ,Nothing in this world is every really that bad ,Its hard to see it sometimes.

[Edited on Jan 06, 2004 1:37PM]
autrix:
i get that way too.. but then again, people respond to your board when you say your depressed
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EDITED TO SAY: I'M A BIG DUMBASS.

Fifth. Sixth. What's the difference these days? HELL, even the numbers are similar in appearance, SEEEEEE
555555555555555555555555
666666666666666666666666

FUCK ME UP THE ASS.
EAT ME WITH A SPOON.
GAG ME WITH YOUR ROPE.
and I don't men any of those in any slightly positive sexual manner!!

here's the story: I went to school. All of three of us...
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superdee:
Click the heals of your red shoes together three times and say "no place like home"

* poof *

All better, see... no problem smile

note: Oz reference in case you're saying "WTF"

[Edited on Jan 05, 2004 10:29AM]
fenris23:
*gives you a big hug*

Ouch know the feeling. It will be better soon.
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I'm craving music.

I have it.

It's not satisfying me.



I'm really messed up tonight.
Last night and this morning I had the worlds worst bladder infection. burning bloody urine. all the fucking time.
And my throat was swollen and sore, and my headache was pounding.
My conscience is eating me alive. What I'm doing is not right. Playing with people is not right.

I...
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swen:
Wow. So much bitterness in such a young girl. I don't say that you're not right. I do feel bitter about lots of things these days, too. I'm close to shut myself off from people again, too. But deep inside I know that this is not a solution. I've been there, done that. It's been the worst time of my life.

So I try to stay connected with people I like. There are many decent guys and girls out there to spend time with. But it's not an easy venture. You get hurt all the time. Sometimes it seems that nobody really cares about you. And in fact, most people just don't care enough to be of any help.

But nonetheless, as long as you're a human being, you cannot exist without company. As hopeless as it may be, I'll keep on searching for someone who cares enough.

Please don't despair. Don't give up on humanity. Consequences would be unbearably dire.

much love,
swen kiss love kiss
petong:
why not try a short break away from the people you know, a holiday to a beach, beaches are fun. you at least had a good thing with them for a while, i have never had any good things with anyone, EVER. i am a lonely scared person, and once again, women confuse me, i don't understand them.

be happy, and get well soon
ARRR!!!
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2004. Two thousand and four.
This year is going to be one hell of a lot different than the last. A lot of learning about who I am and things of the like.
[of this i am sure]

but before we continue, my new FAVOURITE soung lyric.
"There was a terrible storm and you were wearing all our coats"

Prizes to the lucky lady or...
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veganjihad:
meat mouth is always a bad idea... unless you can make another veg out of them...
trucker_fiction:
yeah... godspeed you black emperor is Canadian.. you should check em out sometime.

congrats, the answer is indeed, a potato. I would have also accepted hurricanes or true love.

I say it's 188487 because I work on M.T. (My Time) so I can say whatever year I want it to be... like tomorrow it's going to be the second tuesday of the week! yes!

xxx
Rob
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with the taste of your lips
i'm on a ride
your toxic tongue slippin' mine
with the taste of the poison paradise
i'm addicted to you
don't you know that your toxic?


--nothing wrong with a little Britney Spears loving. xoxo.

What an amazing christmas.
I'm so happy i can share it with you without censoring myself because someone's around [and they can't know i'm...
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bruna_:
glad to hear you had a happy xmas. we spent a bit of xmas in the P.dot , but are happy to be back home in Hali.

my boy got hickory smoked almonds from my parents... they ARE really fucking good. too bad they are 42% fat. ...on that note.... think i'll head to the gym,
faelynia:
love love

blush
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i think i have a severe addiction to music.

WarsawPack
Peaches
BrassMunk
Hot Hot Heat
Le Tigre
Mico.

my new addicitons.
need cds. new cds.. must buy multitudes of cds..

worked 12-8 again today. third day in a row. Almost got my ass fired today, can't hold my anger and bitterness and attitude to our exmanager, she just pushes me till i flip. [can't handle...
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cathedra:
merry xmas darlingwink kiss
aries:
kiss
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i'm just teresa.

i like tons of things.
i love fabulous things.

making friends rocks.

so do:
fonts. icons. cursors. hothotheat. pens. glass cherries shared with friends. diaries. fabulous. Mr.Kitty. hugs. piercings. positivity. tegan and sara. canadian bands. honesty. reading. disney. stars. frank sinatra. e-communites. le tigre. skins. bootups. realistic emotions and showing them. bobbypins. dill pickle seasoning. water. worn in haircuts. clementines.


I'm on...
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lipservicejen:
Hey - I just wanted to say hello because I joined your group.
I too am addicted to MUSIC and HAIR COLOR, MAKE-UP, FASHION, CUTE UNDIES, FRIENDS . . . uhh I could go on, but won't. If your interested- accept me as a friend and we could talk more smile
Laters KittyKat
Bloody Butterfly Kisses
LipServiceJen
cathedra:
love the hair, thanks for the sweetness in my journal. kisses for u kiss where in canada u from?
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I've been gone for over a month.. Its so nuts to have the internet back..
It took me taht long to reformat! what a loser i am..
add more later, so overwhelmed..

xoxo
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soeffinhappy:
Dude your profile pic is freaking me out but welcome back!!
bruna_:
welcome back. you seemed pretty down. hope you're feeling better.
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I'm finally writing with paper what all has happened to my life over the past two months.. the worst two months of my life.

I need me time..


"Oh no, she's not a secret now...but nobody cares.."

"Have a good sleep on your own.
Have a good sleep all alone. "

"Mediocrity's got me so opportunities have been slow.
Sentiment has got me feeling low....
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aries:
kiss
coheed:
at least the worst two months are behind you biggrin