teresaannamae

Hang in there Teresa.

This world is fucked up and we are its bastard children. But at least we're not faking it like others are. You are true to your emotions and that is something to be proud of. It is particularily difficult for stimulated people, which you seem to be, to make sense of this fucked up world because you don't have tunnel vision. You see everything and it is all very confusing.

Here's a theory if you like. The human mind is a wonderfull thing but highly developped ones can get confused. You see we all have the same annoying voice in our heads commonly known as ego (ego is good, it's there to protect you). This voice is so tired of seeing you get hurt that it tries to prevent you from making mistakes. Kinda like an overprotective mother. It's ok to tell that voice to fuck off. Tell it that if you encouter a problem you'll deal with it and that's that, you've done it before and you'll do it again. Mike Busey once said FAILING meant Finding An Important Lessong Inviting Needed Grown (or something like that). I mean you can learn to walk without falling but you gotta learn to fall if you ever want to run. Don't be afraid, be though, be mentally trained. And always remember that training your mind is a long process you just have to stick in there.

I don't know, I've been there and still am eventhough you'd never really tell by reading my online journal. We can chat about it some more if you like...

taa daa

[Edited on Oct 14, 2004 8:06PM]