I'm starving but I don't want to feed myself.
I'm really depressed and I won't talk to anyone.
I want to cry but I'm so good at hiding my emotions they're not coming out.
I wouldn't mind if I died tonight.
I'd only be killing off the cycle of pain and money. Frustration and anxiety. Sunrise and sunset.
I need some meaning I can memorize....
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I'm really depressed and I won't talk to anyone.
I want to cry but I'm so good at hiding my emotions they're not coming out.
I wouldn't mind if I died tonight.
I'd only be killing off the cycle of pain and money. Frustration and anxiety. Sunrise and sunset.
I need some meaning I can memorize....
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I bought Bright Eyes -Lifted.. , Tegan and Sara -So Impossible, and the new Metric cd.. and all i want to listen to is this:
The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my...
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The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my...
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amitabha:
Hey there... where did you come from?
Thanks for the compliment... you're quite the looker yourself, ya know!
Thanks for the compliment... you're quite the looker yourself, ya know!
Wholey crap.
This is a battle. I guess I just have to learn control over my mind because this is stupid. I don't like the things my mind tells me and I hate it when it says it so much that I start to believe it. GAH!
So today I'm going shopping and I'll probably spaz out inside my head because I'm too fucking girly....
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This is a battle. I guess I just have to learn control over my mind because this is stupid. I don't like the things my mind tells me and I hate it when it says it so much that I start to believe it. GAH!
So today I'm going shopping and I'll probably spaz out inside my head because I'm too fucking girly....
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ella_1:
Darling i read the post in the LGBTQ group.
Silly silly girl, you are a HAIRDRESSER! if you want to appear semi butch, or soft butch sometimes. Get a haircut thats both girly and a little more butch as well.
Its all about adaptability
any way i like you the way you are
Silly silly girl, you are a HAIRDRESSER! if you want to appear semi butch, or soft butch sometimes. Get a haircut thats both girly and a little more butch as well.
Its all about adaptability
any way i like you the way you are
karebeer:
you are too fuckin adorable!!
made me
for the first time today.. im still smiling too..
and giggling just a lil bit too..
(_|_) it makes me sad to hear bout yer upsettedness tho..
i just went thru a whole bunch of that. bills killed any happiness i had. but then i started reading books by SARK. *damn, that sounds all fuckin religious or sumthin*.. but they are awesome BRIGHT and cheery books that just help ya see the great stuff in life thats overlooked all the time.. and she writes in her own handwriting & draws randomly.. they are just great 'n' stuff.. ugh - ill shut up.
*Barnes&Noble sells 'em
*crazy author's site..
anyywaysss, i love yer hair..
i wish my color would stay bright like that all the time too..
it fades weekly - oh well!
stay beautiously silly my dear!! (& come to CT & cut my hair dammit!!)
[Edited on Sep 14, 2004 12:46AM]
you are too fuckin adorable!!
made me
for the first time today.. im still smiling too..
and giggling just a lil bit too..
(_|_) it makes me sad to hear bout yer upsettedness tho..
i just went thru a whole bunch of that. bills killed any happiness i had. but then i started reading books by SARK. *damn, that sounds all fuckin religious or sumthin*.. but they are awesome BRIGHT and cheery books that just help ya see the great stuff in life thats overlooked all the time.. and she writes in her own handwriting & draws randomly.. they are just great 'n' stuff.. ugh - ill shut up.
*Barnes&Noble sells 'em
*crazy author's site..
anyywaysss, i love yer hair..
i wish my color would stay bright like that all the time too..
it fades weekly - oh well!
stay beautiously silly my dear!!
(& come to CT & cut my hair dammit!!) [Edited on Sep 14, 2004 12:46AM]
my moods are too unstable.
Excited one hour, suicidal the next.
I wish this would go away.
I just want some medication or something, something to fix this.
ofcourse, we're in the sunset part of this routine.. so yeah, i would say stuff like that.
you can ignore me if you like.
blah.
Excited one hour, suicidal the next.
I wish this would go away.
I just want some medication or something, something to fix this.
ofcourse, we're in the sunset part of this routine.. so yeah, i would say stuff like that.
you can ignore me if you like.
blah.
arielcupcakes:
Thanks love. You're very pretty too. I like your hair. I miss pink hair. 
Oh well.
Oh well. 
pixxy:
nice hair
nice style
yep.
nice style
yep.
I went out last night with Jillers and Southie We went to my favourite, Vortex! We danced up a storm and it was great! For some reason Jilly and I liked to dirty dance a lot.. but it was nothing- she's jilly and i'm gay and she's not and we're friends. haha.. but there was this one girl i danced with and i know her...
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We went to my favourite, Vortex! We danced up a storm and it was great! For some reason Jilly and I liked to dirty dance a lot.. but it was nothing- she's jilly and i'm gay and she's not and we're friends. haha.. but there was this one girl i danced with and i know her... Read More
It's the 10th of September.
What the fuck.
Where is life going? I haven't done barely anything memorable since I moved to Halifax.
This upsets me severely.
I want to go out. I want to dance a lot. I want to see amazing bands and run around downtown all night.
For once in a long time.. i want to be intoxicated. I want drunk people...
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What the fuck.
Where is life going? I haven't done barely anything memorable since I moved to Halifax.
This upsets me severely.
I want to go out. I want to dance a lot. I want to see amazing bands and run around downtown all night.
For once in a long time.. i want to be intoxicated. I want drunk people...
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vauxilary:
I think you just read exactly what was running through my mind....I feel the exact same way...and it totally sucks...I wanna come hang out with you!!
_bettie_:
That sounds just like my life.. *sigh*
I'm really here to tell you that you have the best hair.. Ever. It's so pink and it looks really healthy.
I hope you find something fun to do soon!
I'm really here to tell you that you have the best hair.. Ever. It's so pink and it looks really healthy.
I hope you find something fun to do soon!
I just made my first vat of soup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOUP FOR EVERYONE!
water.
maritime carrots.
various potatoes.
celery.
purple onions.
asparagus.
"soup mix" (chick peas, split peas, etc..)
can of kernel corn.
thinger of fresh garlic.
oregano.
loooots of curry.
organic sugar.
fresh ground salt & pepper.
some cherry tomatoes, sliced.
organic sunflower oil.
next time i want turnip and cauliflower and broccoli and cabbage!
so...
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SOUP FOR EVERYONE!
water.
maritime carrots.
various potatoes.
celery.
purple onions.
asparagus.
"soup mix" (chick peas, split peas, etc..)
can of kernel corn.
thinger of fresh garlic.
oregano.
loooots of curry.
organic sugar.
fresh ground salt & pepper.
some cherry tomatoes, sliced.
organic sunflower oil.
next time i want turnip and cauliflower and broccoli and cabbage!
so...
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kestrel:
Oh, goodness.
Thank you!
Thank you!
mjollnir:
I like how you say "thinger of fresh garlic."
i miss my girl.
mayara:
This is probably impertinent, but you are hotty hotty hot stuff.
allewar:
I don't miss mine
woooooooot.
sailors and saints.
that's mah life.
i think i developed a happy complex.
sailors and saints.
that's mah life.
i think i developed a happy complex.
migrane.
stabbing knives in by brains.
inability to properly open eyes.
goodnight moon.
goodnight you.
xxx
stabbing knives in by brains.
inability to properly open eyes.
goodnight moon.
goodnight you.
xxx
I'm useless against me.
I like to avoid.
Try on a face
You have never seen.
I like to hide.
Know where I stand
So I'm set to be found.
I like to cry
And picture death.
There's the bridge...
Let the water caress.
Turmoil.
I don't think when I'm chewing.
Eating = avoidance.
I really want to avoid everything.. I really want something new....
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I like to avoid.
Try on a face
You have never seen.
I like to hide.
Know where I stand
So I'm set to be found.
I like to cry
And picture death.
There's the bridge...
Let the water caress.
Turmoil.
I don't think when I'm chewing.
Eating = avoidance.
I really want to avoid everything.. I really want something new....
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weetzie:
Thanks for the advice. I'll be looking after my poor follicles a little better now. You're pretty damned adorable yourself. I love the glasses.
I hope you find something concrete to hold on to. I know how easy it can be to get trapped within your own negativity.
You're pretty damned adorable yourself. I love the glasses.
I hope you find something concrete to hold on to. I know how easy it can be to get trapped within your own negativity.
I think caffiene fucks me up. It makes me easily aggrivated and emotional.
Is that possible?
I'm learning all too much how each kind of food I eat has a huge impact on my mentality.
The bad ones:
breads.
candy.
coffee.
Anyone have any ideas on a tattoo I could get that would encourage good eating? I have been wanting on for like a year...
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Is that possible?
I'm learning all too much how each kind of food I eat has a huge impact on my mentality.
The bad ones:
breads.
candy.
coffee.
Anyone have any ideas on a tattoo I could get that would encourage good eating? I have been wanting on for like a year...
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yes i was the one looking for teh love but you need some too..
if you have a car get out to duncan's cove and sit on the rocks. stare out at the sea and listen to the waves. if you don't have a car, walk down to the south end and wander through all of the streets of beautiful victorian architecture. realize that you live in one of the most beautiful places in canada and that a hole would be left if you chose not to be there.