Monday Jun 23, 2003

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Ahhhh! The internet is a SCARY SCARY place! I thought Santa Barbara was small! People google my screen name and find me here. I'm never telling anyone about this site again! It's complicated enough as it is... shocked
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jimithesaint:
read it carefully folks. its there.
finally its stated.....
JIMI IS GOD

all kneel and worship at my feet, and i might just take mercy on your poor souls, else be damn for eternity.

love jimi xxxx
nickysonic:
You're available on CD? I hope theres some interesting DVD footage on there, young lady....

Sunday Jun 22, 2003

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So, one of these days I'm gonna grow up. I'm gonna feel like I'm responsible and I won't miss my youth (did I ever have it?). But first I am going to have a 25th birthday party for the next 4 years. That's been decided... kiss
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deadmansparty:
new favorites, huh. I'm seeing a type for you here...very good tasteskull
sethomatik:
Edited out of sheer red-faced embarrassment.

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Friday Jun 20, 2003

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Belly cramps.
My mind is bloated
silver-screen relationship
boiling over
drowning me out
making you toil
here in this chafed wonderland of flesh
I'm waiting so impatiently...
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rubbersoul:
Uh...sweetie, forgive me for saying so, but S.B. is no "chafed wonderland." Not that it's not an interesting place. I find the juxtiposition of the college frat boys, super-rich retirees & hemp-wearing burnout cases makes for interesting local color. A very good friend of mine lives in Summerland and it is beautiful (if not somewhat remote for my taste).
jurasic:
so sorry for the inconvienence...

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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Looked at match.com. It doesn't work very well. Not like this fab site! Tits huge, swollen with hormonal influence. Very bored, desperate, wanking doesn't even have appeal (woe is me...)
Could I possibly be more of a downer?
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supernovice:
I suppose you could be even more of a downer... Intentionally or not, if you present and advertise yourself though, innocently, or suggestively provacative: you must be prepared to endure the idiosynchrosies of the lowest common denominator that can afford a mere 6 dollars/ month to remain put and subtly invade all of our feelings and sincerities...
Do your deal - we love ya no matter what. Ignore the freaks and creeps and continue to rock on...
You're the best! goodnight.
Mark
silverfang:
Me? Jollies? When? Where? How? You? smile of course you

I'm confused confused

Thursday Jun 19, 2003

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Flailing miserably...
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adam73:
I wish I could get as many comments in my journal by just writing two words... You minx you.
koolthing:
splane lucy...

Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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Last night I missed the party. Cowboy hat on, fangs attached (I poked a hole in my cheek twice). I was kinda sad. Instead I stayed home, drank wine and read Collette in bed and fell into a fitful slumber. Text at 2 a.m. asking if I was still up. Made a phone call which caused untold angst in my head and my heart and...
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_v_:
wow
that is much weirder than my dreams as of late
thorn2:
Hey there - I'm outta here. Personal life took a major dump and I need to take some time dealing with it. Just wanted to say I really enjoyed meeting you and appreciate the intelligent conversations we had. Perhaps I'll see you around SB sometime.

Good luck smile

Saturday Jun 14, 2003

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Have I mentioned that I am FUCKING CRAZY?????!!!
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supernovice:
"Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret.; It's you or me amplified..."
demoivre:
He, he. Oops. Thorn's right, you would have been the life of the party. As it was, trying to get five bone-heads to route a DVD drive through a VCR and into a million-year-old TV was the life. Yeah.

Since the computer was being used for other things, I never got a chance to check my e-mail and didn't get your message 'til this morning. I'm really sorry about that! Sigh. Next time....

Friday Jun 13, 2003

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My overzealous nature got the best of me and I can no longer walk. Yoga two days ago left my calves incapable of normal operation, 4 hours driving back to SB from Santa Monica stuck in traffic exacerbated the problem and added to it with large quantities of irritation, frustration, and anger. Koolthing flaked out on Yoga today and still hasn't called me (now I'm...
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andevilica:
i did before i asked you smile
michaelsparkle:
honestly, it was the 'me and my little brothers' candid photo that gave it away. The eyes just led me there.
And I will gratiously accept the adorable compliment and extened my hospitality.... anytime you're in SF, look me up or come by the night club, I'd love to take care of you.
http://www.darksparkle.net http://www.divebar.biz

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Tuesday Jun 10, 2003

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Nobody said it was easy...
Now THAT'S prophetic!
I live an interesting life. Difficult to live at times, but interesting nevertheless.
I feel torn by so many of my friendships/relationships. I can't find the answer when the one person I want to be with more than anyone else in the world is more than 6000 miles from where I am. I don't know how to...
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jurasic:
I lived there & never saw a gator...Florida is where the Gators are...Mississippi gambling...make sure you visit the all you can eat shimp bars...Try some crawfish too...
supernovice:
I dunno.... It's kind of easy... whatever

Have fun in Mississippi - I've lost tons there. Something about those river boats... Bad luck for Super...
Wish you the best. smile

Monday Jun 09, 2003

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I don't feel quite right in the head
I feel like I am stuck in a downward spiral
I drove through the desert and saw the windmills I saw as a child
I remembered a lot of things
None of them very pleasant
and I imagined my arm impaled with a couple of spikes
holding me there, in the heat
a man on the tip...
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zombieshark:
i would not doubt it.. i travel many roads, rarely of a good nature.
demoivre:
Windmills? Fear not, fair maiden!

*puts on armor, grabs lance and waxes Quixotic*

Feel better! biggrin
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