For anyone who was wondering what happened to me, I am in London. Jimithesaint turned stalker on me and I was afraid to disclose plans before the event. I am ALONE in London. Can I tell you how sad and depressing that is? I spend everyday all day ALONE. I am not travelling like this again. It is realllly not fun. THe club I was...
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I am so fucking depressed! I guess I should never allow myself to get this tired, all becomes hopeless and useless and life has little to no meaning. I think I am always travelling with the excuse of "working" to avoid dealing with real life. I hate living out of a suitcase, but at least it doesn't get boring. I am fortunate to have all...
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koolthing:
this little fucking box could never hope to hold the emotion we want to fill it with.
fuck it.
fuck it.
itsalivemedia:
Where are you? YOu never called back.
Wacky night. Wacky day, actually. Spent three hours sitting in wretched traffic. Arrived to meet Itsalive for his birthday just as he was pulling out of the pub's driveway. I had a headache and was starving nearly to death. He was gracious enough to come inside and drink with me. AND listen to more bullshit about how stupid relationships are, how stupid men are, how...
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theslant:
days that make you forget to eat rock. and then there are days that make you forget to sleep.
Thanks for taking the time to share your day. I know how difficult it is to sit down and recount a day without sounding like rattling off a list.
Thanks for taking the time to share your day. I know how difficult it is to sit down and recount a day without sounding like rattling off a list.
demoivre:
Seriously...it's like reading an excerpt from a post-mod novel. Amazing! 
Wacky night. Wacky day, actually. Spent three hours sitting in wretched traffic. Arrived to meet Itsalive for his birthday just as he was pulling out of the pub's driveway. I had a headache and was starving nearly to death. He was gracious enough to come inside and drink with me. AND listen to more bullshit about how stupid relationships are, how stupid men are, how...
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suicidesmitty:
it's hard living like a rockstar.
Well, I am meant to go to Reno/Tahoe tomorrow. Maybe I won't go. Tempting is afoot. I missed entertaining Michael Jordan last Saturday because I was up in hickville in a roachy dive of a place trying not to get my money pinched by a whore of a ferrit. (No, really). If I leave this weekend, who knows what I could miss... Oh, the horror!
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doubleo:
don't worry fiesta was and is way overrated. i'm sure it sounds better than it would have been.
tempting is afoot.
i don't know why but i love that phrase. hope this trip is a little better. And the way i look at it, you wont miss anything if nothing misses you.
*proof that i can make both cryptic and nonsensical statements at the same time*
Talent i tell you
tempting is afoot.
i don't know why but i love that phrase. hope this trip is a little better. And the way i look at it, you wont miss anything if nothing misses you.
*proof that i can make both cryptic and nonsensical statements at the same time*
Talent i tell you
itsalivemedia:
Hey, thanks for showing up at my bay and thanks for the fries and drink. Mighty kind of you. And the artwork for my bedroom will certainly get the ladies thinking. I like that. And the fact that you put soe much time into it is DAMN impressive.
Have a great time away from the USA.....write soon sweetpea.
Have a great time away from the USA.....write soon sweetpea.
Well, I am meant to go to Reno/Tahoe tomorrow. Maybe I won't go. Tempting is afoot. I missed entertaing Michael Jordan last Saturday because I was up in hickville in a roachy dive of a place trying not to get my money pinched by a whore of a ferrit. (No, really). If I leave this weekend, who knows what I could miss... Oh, the horror!
I spent 3 days with my family going to Disneyland and I have only one word; FIASCO! I am NEVER doing that again. WHen I think of all the things I could've been doing instead...
I sprained my wrist trying to open a stuck window (or perhaps it was indulging in unmentionable activities) and I am concerned that it will affect my ability to perform...
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I sprained my wrist trying to open a stuck window (or perhaps it was indulging in unmentionable activities) and I am concerned that it will affect my ability to perform...
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elisabeth:
Why does family always equal fiasco, it seems?
Hope that you are doing well.
Hope that you are doing well.
astrokreep23:
no good ever came from a group of people heading to disneyland together.
I spent 3 days with my family going to Disneyland and I have only one word; FIASCO! I am NEVER doing that again. WHen I think of all the things I could've been doing instead...
I sprained my wrist trying to open a stuck window (or perhaps it was indulging in unmentionable activities) and I am concerned that it will affect my ability to perform...
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I sprained my wrist trying to open a stuck window (or perhaps it was indulging in unmentionable activities) and I am concerned that it will affect my ability to perform...
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So, drunk slightly I am. I guess I should have eaten something more than two fig newtons for dinner. I was unmotivated...
I am so unbelievably angered and saddened by the actions of a certain person. Actually two... disappointment seems to follow me. Maybe it's my middle name. No, it's a tornado. Not my middle name, not following me, actually it proceeds me. Went out...
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I am so unbelievably angered and saddened by the actions of a certain person. Actually two... disappointment seems to follow me. Maybe it's my middle name. No, it's a tornado. Not my middle name, not following me, actually it proceeds me. Went out...
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supernovice:
where'd you go? come back. we miss you.
itsalivemedia:
I love the painting Cim did of you. Tell her it's great!
I keep trying to tell myself that there is a man out there (at least one?) That is not COMPLETELY FUCKED UP! What is wrong with all of you? You freak me out on a daily basis!!!!!
I went to Mississippi again. I was preceeded by a tornado that took out all electricity for a good portion of the state of Tennesee and Mississippi and...
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I went to Mississippi again. I was preceeded by a tornado that took out all electricity for a good portion of the state of Tennesee and Mississippi and...
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darkhorse:
Darlin we aint all that bad, if i had you sweetheart i'd treat you so fuckin' right xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
trilobyte:
It is a monument to the irony in life that most of us men feel the same way about women.
I don't try to get it anymore. I know that we're different. I know that in my head it seems fucked up just as my own behavior and method of thought makes no sense. I accept it. I consider it a wonderful sort of mystery. So at this point, I'm just hoping to find someone who enjoys a good mystery as much as I do...
Meanwhile, Mississippi sounds like it was quite the adventure. They don't mean Whatever Happened To Baby Jane... it's probably more in the spirit of Dance Fools Dance (1931 flick that helped solidify her stardom, paired her with Clark Gable, and was such a hit that the studio doubled her salary).
trilo
I don't try to get it anymore. I know that we're different. I know that in my head it seems fucked up just as my own behavior and method of thought makes no sense. I accept it. I consider it a wonderful sort of mystery. So at this point, I'm just hoping to find someone who enjoys a good mystery as much as I do...
Meanwhile, Mississippi sounds like it was quite the adventure. They don't mean Whatever Happened To Baby Jane... it's probably more in the spirit of Dance Fools Dance (1931 flick that helped solidify her stardom, paired her with Clark Gable, and was such a hit that the studio doubled her salary).
trilo
Stalkers: boooooo
Alone: boooooo
Wedding other than your own that you didn't get laid at: booooooooo
Giving up in the face of adversity: booooo
Forcing yourself to overcome hardship because you're alone in a foreign country with no friends to run to: priceless oppurtunity to learn something about what lies at the root of your character.
Come home safely.
x0x0x