wow. Had a party and woke up without a hangover or someone in my bed. Amazing! (Does that say something about the quality of the party?)
I only invited a handful of people mostly because my roommate had already invited half the town and about 1/4 of the handful I invited came. Elisabeth was her very fabulous self (reminding me that we SOOO need to...
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I only invited a handful of people mostly because my roommate had already invited half the town and about 1/4 of the handful I invited came. Elisabeth was her very fabulous self (reminding me that we SOOO need to...
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This darkness, my darkness
inside of me
hidden like so many black, glistening seeds
seething without heat
seeing without eyes
your hands upon me feel my darkness
love it, accept it
your hands upon me
make me whole
make me generous
your mouth upon mine
stirs all the good that ever
existed in me
your voice
the voice of an angel
tames something so wild...
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inside of me
hidden like so many black, glistening seeds
seething without heat
seeing without eyes
your hands upon me feel my darkness
love it, accept it
your hands upon me
make me whole
make me generous
your mouth upon mine
stirs all the good that ever
existed in me
your voice
the voice of an angel
tames something so wild...
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scrubo:
anything exciting going on this weekend in SB that you know of? Besides having a paper to write, I'm looking for something to do this weekend if I can get over this head cold.
trilobyte:
Thank you again for such a wonderful evening... you and your roommate have a fantastic place, you've done one hell of a job decorating, and you planned and hosted one amazing party...
I also meant to tell you how amazing I thought the words in this journal entry were, but the timing never worked out I guess. And oh yeah, hearing the Coldplay tonight jogged my memory - in case you hadn't already heard it, there's a Coldplay live DVD & CD combo coming out in the beginning of November...
trilo
I also meant to tell you how amazing I thought the words in this journal entry were, but the timing never worked out I guess. And oh yeah, hearing the Coldplay tonight jogged my memory - in case you hadn't already heard it, there's a Coldplay live DVD & CD combo coming out in the beginning of November...
trilo
It gets late
and the dark brings the loneliest
of lonely
my big bed swallows me
I feel the need to fill it up
I have a crush on the teenage son from nip/tuck. What is wrong with me? I am DEFINITELY a teenaged boy trapped in a woman's body...
and the dark brings the loneliest
of lonely
my big bed swallows me
I feel the need to fill it up
I have a crush on the teenage son from nip/tuck. What is wrong with me? I am DEFINITELY a teenaged boy trapped in a woman's body...
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adam73:
Or maybe it's a midlife crisis!
What adventures have you been up to then. I'm in the process of buying a house. What a pain in the arse.
What adventures have you been up to then. I'm in the process of buying a house. What a pain in the arse.
Thanks for the comments, I really don't need anyone to pay my account. Sometimes I simply wonder what the point is. My life is all too fantastical and my exhibitionism un-adulterated always, so why do I come here? Oh, I think it was a compulsion. Maybe I can make it one again...? Need a boy! (Read; cock)
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supernovice:
^^^^------- willing to relocate...
rubbersoul:
Back from the brink, I see. Thank God! I could certainly use a little fantasticalness in my life. That's why I like to live vicariously through the illusive Temptess.
I think I have Dysentary. I have been really ill for a week now and I think that means I am quickly starving to death? No more crazy trips to the Middle East for me!
Sorry ItsAlive, I know you think I am a crazy flake, but under the circumstances (and you know there are ALWAYS circumstances), I was completely delirious, and incapable of functioning...
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applerecords1251:
Well, you are the sexiest girl on here and I would be sorry to see you go. Hope you change your mind. I am sure someone would pay your account for you.
temptess:
Thanks for the comments, I really don't need anyone to pay my account. Sometimes I simply wonder what the point is. My life is all too fantastical and my exhibitionism un-adulterated always, so why do I come here? Oh, I think it was a compulsion. Maybe I can make it one again...? Need a boy! (Read; cock)
I withdraw my former statement about someone being a stalker... So far from it.
I am on the weirdest trip. Karma, Aphrodite, Israel, and enough emotional turmoil to make the hardest of hearts break. I know not where to go from here.
I am on the weirdest trip. Karma, Aphrodite, Israel, and enough emotional turmoil to make the hardest of hearts break. I know not where to go from here.
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itsalivemedia:
That is so you.
I don't hear from you in weeks. You don't respond to my postings. Then you, call me at God knows what hour, saying you need a place to stay....and then not calling when you arrive. Fucking par for the course. Yet you drove down to LA for my birthday. Oh I get it....it's.....
Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Tess!
I don't hear from you in weeks. You don't respond to my postings. Then you, call me at God knows what hour, saying you need a place to stay....and then not calling when you arrive. Fucking par for the course. Yet you drove down to LA for my birthday. Oh I get it....it's.....
Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Tess!
dilligan:
ok
For anyone who was wondering what happened to me, I am in London. Jimithesaint turned stalker on me and I was afraid to disclose plans before the event. I am ALONE in London. Can I tell you how sad and depressing that is? I spend everyday all day ALONE. I am not travelling like this again. It is realllly not fun. THe club I was...
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supernovice:
London: booooo
Stalkers: boooooo
Alone: boooooo
Wedding other than your own that you didn't get laid at: booooooooo
Giving up in the face of adversity: booooo
Forcing yourself to overcome hardship because you're alone in a foreign country with no friends to run to: priceless oppurtunity to learn something about what lies at the root of your character.
Come home safely.
Stalkers: boooooo
Alone: boooooo
Wedding other than your own that you didn't get laid at: booooooooo
Giving up in the face of adversity: booooo
Forcing yourself to overcome hardship because you're alone in a foreign country with no friends to run to: priceless oppurtunity to learn something about what lies at the root of your character.
Come home safely.
paleenchantress:
MuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaH
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I am so fucking depressed! I guess I should never allow myself to get this tired, all becomes hopeless and useless and life has little to no meaning. I think I am always travelling with the excuse of "working" to avoid dealing with real life. I hate living out of a suitcase, but at least it doesn't get boring. I am fortunate to have all...
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koolthing:
this little fucking box could never hope to hold the emotion we want to fill it with.
fuck it.
fuck it.
itsalivemedia:
Where are you? YOu never called back.
Wacky night. Wacky day, actually. Spent three hours sitting in wretched traffic. Arrived to meet Itsalive for his birthday just as he was pulling out of the pub's driveway. I had a headache and was starving nearly to death. He was gracious enough to come inside and drink with me. AND listen to more bullshit about how stupid relationships are, how stupid men are, how...
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theslant:
days that make you forget to eat rock. and then there are days that make you forget to sleep.
Thanks for taking the time to share your day. I know how difficult it is to sit down and recount a day without sounding like rattling off a list.
Thanks for taking the time to share your day. I know how difficult it is to sit down and recount a day without sounding like rattling off a list.
demoivre:
Seriously...it's like reading an excerpt from a post-mod novel. Amazing! 
Wacky night. Wacky day, actually. Spent three hours sitting in wretched traffic. Arrived to meet Itsalive for his birthday just as he was pulling out of the pub's driveway. I had a headache and was starving nearly to death. He was gracious enough to come inside and drink with me. AND listen to more bullshit about how stupid relationships are, how stupid men are, how...
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suicidesmitty:
it's hard living like a rockstar.
Well, I am meant to go to Reno/Tahoe tomorrow. Maybe I won't go. Tempting is afoot. I missed entertaining Michael Jordan last Saturday because I was up in hickville in a roachy dive of a place trying not to get my money pinched by a whore of a ferrit. (No, really). If I leave this weekend, who knows what I could miss... Oh, the horror!
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doubleo:
don't worry fiesta was and is way overrated. i'm sure it sounds better than it would have been.
tempting is afoot.
i don't know why but i love that phrase. hope this trip is a little better. And the way i look at it, you wont miss anything if nothing misses you.
*proof that i can make both cryptic and nonsensical statements at the same time*
Talent i tell you
tempting is afoot.
i don't know why but i love that phrase. hope this trip is a little better. And the way i look at it, you wont miss anything if nothing misses you.
*proof that i can make both cryptic and nonsensical statements at the same time*
Talent i tell you
itsalivemedia:
Hey, thanks for showing up at my bay and thanks for the fries and drink. Mighty kind of you. And the artwork for my bedroom will certainly get the ladies thinking. I like that. And the fact that you put soe much time into it is DAMN impressive.
Have a great time away from the USA.....write soon sweetpea.
Have a great time away from the USA.....write soon sweetpea.
Well, I am meant to go to Reno/Tahoe tomorrow. Maybe I won't go. Tempting is afoot. I missed entertaing Michael Jordan last Saturday because I was up in hickville in a roachy dive of a place trying not to get my money pinched by a whore of a ferrit. (No, really). If I leave this weekend, who knows what I could miss... Oh, the horror!
You never said what your costume was and if it had anything to do with the leg-man